Atelophobia || Wyatt Oleff

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you are my sunshine, my only sunshine

Maria POV

Do you ever feel like you are never good enough? I feel like that all the time.. I feel like I can't live up to societies standards. I'm the type of girl who always has the answers to the questions, straight A student.. but that still isn't good enough. I'm the girl no one hangs out with, I never get asked to go to parties.. that's just how it is.. and how it's been my entire life.. I am now the Smart Emo Girl according to just about everyone at school..

I walk up to the double doors of my dreaded high school. I know as soon as I walk through these doors the bullying and the hatefulness and judgement will start... I should be used to it.. it's happened all my life.. but it still hurts.. it still stings.. every name.. stings..

I walk through the doors to see the usual crowd of people standing near the lockers, I notice the way they look at me, the way they whisper and laugh about me to their friends.. shrugging it off has gotten harder everyday.. I used to think of it as a joke but it just isn't anymore..

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So here is the first chapter! I hope you enjoy..
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WARNING:
After this chapter there will be lots of topics on depression, self harm, inappropriate language, and sexual topics. Please read at your own risk. If you are not comfortable with these topics please exit out of this story now. This may or may not be the only warning in this book so please be aware. Thank you and enjoy!