Do you ever just want to run away?
From here, from there, just to dissapear for a day,
Just myself, nobody close to near,
Only to determine I had landed myself here,
It seems like things try to get in my way,
Like when I build up courage to inch forward,
Only to get pushed back,
I get lost from the goal I was headed towards,
Or is it simply integrity I lack?
It feels like me versus the world,
Eveything I want is blurred and swirled,
I sit back, watch, and start to cry,
But is it the world verus me or me versus I?
I'm so ashamed of myself, I don't know what to say,
I really wish I could just run away.