Is it wrong to feel jealous? I moved away from my home and friends. I moved away from my life.
I should he happy, shouldn't I? I mean, she has also been through a lot and the fact that she is finally happy again is good. I should feel awesome but... I don't.
What I mean is, I am happy that she is happy but I'm sad that she is making different friends and may potentially forget about me or we may grow apart.
I wish we didn't move. I wish we could have stayed there. I wish I didn't ruin everything. I wish I was a good person but it seems as though the only thing I can do is push people away or always dampen their moods.
My heart tightens at the thought of my best friend forgetting about me. I know her other best friend and her had grown apart over the years and her and I became best friends.
Now I live far away from our home and my best friend might... Forget about me.
I don't want to think about it but I have to face reality and the reality is; we won't move back. People will forget about me. I won't have the same relationship with my friends or the people I grew up with ever again.
It's a sad and quite depressing reality but... It's still reality.
Signing out now,
Anonymous x
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