The Cost Of Love (Bxb, Rape, Abuse)

This is life

Austin opened his eyes, as they started to come into focus the pounding in his head reminded him of what had happened the night before. Once again his boyfriend came home from a night of hard partying and drinking. Austin slowly got out of bed and made his way to the bathroom. When he looked at himself in the mirror he cringed at reflection looking back at him: a busted lip, blackened eye, bloody nose, and a red welt on his left cheek, he felt nothing but shame.

Austin's slim body felt bruised all over, even his golden brown hair seemed to hurt. He hardly recognized himself. The reflection in the mirror was definitely not the face he remembered. He had his mother's looks which cast him as pretty. But only one of his emerald eyes were visible.

Eric had once loved his face, now the sight of him seemed to cause only rage.

This wasn't the first time the dark haired jock had used his bunched muscles to hit him; it had become their near daily ritual. Some days it wasn't bad, but there were days he feared for his life.

Eric was the same height as Austin at 6'2 but he had him by fifteen ponds.

Austin recalled when those grey eyes looked at him with love, but he quickly dropped his reverie, there was no time to think about that. He had to get Eric's breakfast cooked before he got up or there would be more beatings. He washed his face, went back to the bedroom and changed into what he was expected to wear. He slipped on the tight black and blue stripped trunks, white tank top and black no show socks.

It was Tuesday which meant scrambled eggs with cheese, bacon, fresh orange juice, and coffee with one cream and two sugars. Just as he finished frying the bacon he heard Eric in the bathroom, he knew that he was right on time. He had everything placed out on the table when Eric came out of the bedroom. Austin could see by his expression he was in a foul mood. He began cleaning the pans, hoping to avoid Eric's wrath.

"What the fuck!" Eric yelled. "Where the fuck is the cheese in these eggs!"

"I put the amount you like in there." Austin said as his heart began to race.

"Really? Cause these eggs are fucking dry as hell!"

"I can make you more." Austin said as he opened the refrigerator.

"I don't have fucking time for this bitch!" Eric said as he heaved the plate across the room smashing it and the glass coffee table. Eric stormed across the dining room and backed Austin into a corner.

"You like pissing me off, don't you?" Eric said with a fire in his grey eyes.

"N...no. I swear I put the right amount of cheese in, just like you like it." Austin said as he trembled under the power of his boyfriend.

"I think I have to teach you a lesson again. Get down there and suck my fucking cock and beg for mercy!" Eric said as he pushed Austin down on his knees and shoved his face into his semi erect cock. "Now fucking kiss it and suck it real good. If you do a good enough job I might not beat the shit out of you!"

Austin didn't speak and did what he was told. Eric was violent, holding him down and completely blocking his airway with no breaks. Austin tried to fight the urge, but the reflex to breathe won out and he jerked away. Eric took that as an attempt at defiance and he back handed him across the face sending him to the floor.

"You don't like sucking my cock? That's fine I'll take it out on your ass!"

With one swift motion he grabbed Austin by the shirt and pulled to him to his feet. He turned him around and bent him over the counter.

Austin knew it would be over soon. He closed his eyes and tried to think of anything to take his mind off the painful tool now embedded inside him. He was happy when he felt Eric tense up and unload inside of him; it was over, at least for the moment.
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Hi everyone I will keep the chapters to 1000 words at least.

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Looking forward to the commentary. I hope this story sweeps you all away like it did for me. Next few parts coming up shortly.