Open Your Heart [KarmaxNagisa]

The Feelings of Hateness

Nagisa's point of view

      "Karma-ku.."
      "KARMA !" Rio grabbed Karma's arms .
      "What ? It's something 'good happens' ?" Karma smirk .
      "No ! I will show you ! Let's go now !" Rio run away from the class while Karma just followed the suit .

       Yep , this always happening everytime I called Karma . Someone will cut my words or he doesn't hear what I want .
     What I really want is .. I want him to become my bestfriend back but Rio take over my places now . It's really hurts when he doesn't even want to talk with me .
    I know I look likes a boy who wanted to be a girl . That's not what I want . This is because of my mother .

     "Nagisa-kun , would you share the book with me ?" Kayano pouted at Nagisa's arm.
     "Alright . You didn't have to do that..." I was getting anoyed by Kayano .

Well , that's not my problem that I don't like girls . Maybe because my traumatized to be a girl and that's why I hate them ?

      "Thanks Nagisa !" Kayano kept showing her cute face .
      "Well , whatever ." I continue looking at outside . I saw Karma and Rio was holding hands ! .
      "What the fuck ?!" I stand up . I couldn't stop watching those two .
      "Shiota Nagisa . Sit down" Korosensei startled when I stand up suddenly . I still stares at them and Rio was putting her head to Karma's shoulder .
      "Didn't they said that they went to other places ?" Nagisa murmured .

      What is this feelings . My chest hurts . This is the first time I felt like this . I've been never being tortured like this . It's  feels like inside of my body getting hot .

     "Nagisa-kun are you okay ?" Kayano worried .
     "I think I have a fever .." Nagisa walks towards Korosensei .
     "Korosensei , can I go back home now . I think I had a light fever" Nagisa pretend coughing .
     "Umm . Sure you can go . Be caution at the road okay ?" Korosensei worried .
     "Bye bye Nagisa-kun" Kayano waving her hand . I just looked at her and smile . I didn't really want to get into her .

     Actually , I don't want to back home because my mother . Then , I saw a shady tree . My body reflects by their own . So , I started to climb and climb to the top of the tree . As I sat on the branch and leans against the tree wood , Karma and Rio walks towards the tree that I climb .

     "Oh my god .." As I looked at them two near the tree that I was there , I tried to hide myself for using the tree's leafs .
     "Karma .. this is the best date ever" Rio smiles at Karma .
     "Sure dear , anything for you" Karma holds Rio's both hands .

       No .. the feelings come again . I feels like I want to cry . Idiot Shiota ... why you would cry at time of this ! . I fastly wipe my tears away . I started to change my face to serious .

     "Hey you two , if you wanna go date . Go outside school . Don't do idiot things in the school . It's prohibited !" I snarled .
     "Don't disturb us ! You escape too from class , Nagisa-kun !" Rio shows her tounge .
     "Whatever" I turn my head away . Feelings anger comes through me .
     "Let's go" Karma put his hand around Rio and that's make me feel the most hurts feelings ever .

As they walks away ..
     "SHIIITT AKABANE KARMA !! YOU SHITTT !" I scream . I let out my feelings from the scream . I groaning . I swear to god that ...

I
NEVER
MEET
YOU
AGAIN !
YOU
EX-
BESTFRIEND
BASTARD !!!!

To be continued ....