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by eightaereal

by eightaereal

I knew, you couldn't keep your promise.

That promise that you already promised me at that night when you confessed to me.

The night when we had our first kiss. Don't you remember?

And now you left me.

I knew you didn't want to leave but you were forced to go to america by your father and you still left me.

" I'm sorry hyejin, I need to go but i promise to come back and hug you very tight giving you butterfly kisses. If you do love me, will you promise me no, you don't need to promise me because i'm sure you will wait for me and be the first person to hug me as i arrived."

i was speechless, i can't anything, i cried a lot. I was there with my brother taking him to the airport.Jimin arrived at the entrance and i knew it was goodbye. he pressed his thumbs on my cheeks rubbing my tears. he kissed me, hugged me, i knew it was the last.

"Jimin, can you promise me not to cry when you comeback here and see me?"

"I'll promise, i gather all my smiles just for you once i come bck.i need to go now hyejin." he kissed my forehead and waved.

Jin oppa hugged me as he waved to jimin. We drove back home.

-- it has been 4 months without jimin

how plain and boring my life is without jimin beside me. I kept dreaming of jimin walking home with me, buying ice cream, walking together holding hands, and now its all gone.

Now everything is back like the first time. I wish i could go back to the time i first met jimin.

I wrote thousands of letter about you jimin that i wanted to send to you but i never did. It was so hard not to miss you.

Dear jimin,

i kept writing letters to you but i never send it, i don't know why. This is one of the letters . I hope when you come back you will read this. I'm sure you know that i love so much. It has been 4 months and you haven't come back. You promised me to come back on new years don't you? so 3 months to go. I kept missing you. do you miss me ? I guess you are busy in there. i hope you do a great work in there jimin! fighting!

from, your mochi.