Ending The Cycle

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CaRinGmAn: I like to watch movies. Read books. And listen to music.

Cougar_girl: Oh my fucking gosh. Are we like twins! I love the same things.

What a coincidence?

CaRinGmAn: I guess we are twins.

I laugh to myself. I've went five minutes without thinking about Ben. Damn it. I did it again.

Cougar_girl: I guess we are.

CaRinGmAn: We were meant to be.

I began to panic. That's exactly what Ben said to me. Multiple times. I want to say "How do you know that we're meant to be with each other when we only met like half an hour ago?" Or "I don't really love you. At Least I don't think." But all that leads to is heartbreak.

Cougar_girl: yes we were

CaRinGmAn: Send a pic of you

Fuck. I knew this was coming some way some how. I don't want to repeat my mistakes, like I did with Ben, Alex, or Shaun. It was wrong of me.

Cougar_girl: I don't send nudes.

CaRinGmAn: No just a picture of you. Here's my number. 980-780-0001. Or send it to my email. fidelkimbaya@gmail.com

Cougar_girl: okay.

It took me a few minute, to prepare for the camera, when I knew damn wrll, I'm not camera worthy. I take two pictures. I send it to his email, because I'm not trusting the number until I know it's real.

CaRinGmAn: You sent it?

Cougar_girl: Yeah. I just did. Your turn.

CaRinGmAn: Email!!

Why the hell is he panicking? Like I should I be panicking. Everyone has their faults, what if...no. I will not think like that. He's too nice to be a serial killer. I laugh at my ridiculous thoughts.

Cougar_girl: Yeah.

I was gonna say "Yeah. Geez take a chill pill" but I decided against it.

CaRinGmAn: Okay.

I want to ask why he panicked, but fuck, I panicked too. To be honest, I thought I did something wrong.