My 3 masters

Chapter 5

I hear the door open and someone walking into the dark room my breath stops I've been in here for hours I keep my eyes closed not wanting to see who it was.

someone tapped my shoulder I pretend to wake up from asleep I look up to see it was daddy I looked down and started playing with my fingers "you can go now go to you're room now"I got up quickly not looking at him and ran out the room,up stairs and into my room.

*trigger warning*

I locked the door and when into the bathroom feeling an itch on my wrists that I haven't felt in a couple of weeks I take off my jumper and look at myself in the mirror and start crying I put my hand over my mouth to stop the noise not wanting anyone to hear.why?why are they like this?they don't want me?i shouldn't be here I should be gone? I look in the draw and pick up my red box I look inside to see my razors

common just pick up I know you want to you want this pain to stop you fat worthless bitch!just cut yourself already!!!

I pick up one razor and dragged it over my skin feeling it open I do it 5 times I close my eyes then I look at what I've done 6 red lines with blood dripping out off it and onto the marble floor I clear up the mess and put bandages on my cuts.

*over now*

I walk into my closet and put some black leggings and a long sleeved maroon t-shirt on just  wanting today to be over I get into bed and look at the time to see it's already 6;58
Wow I've been in that room for 6 hours did they forget about me? What about aftercare?

I shrugged it off and close my eyes trying to get to sleep when I heard my bedroom door open I pretended to be asleep a hand came down and moved a piece of hair out of my face it sighed

"why are you so different"sir said and walked out.my heart ached when he said that but I went to bed not caring anymore.

Morning

I woke up and yawned stretched out like a eagle I rubbed my eyes and got out off bed i saw an outfit on the end of the bed.i licked it up and smiled they actually gave me something I like.

I walk downstairs smelling breakfast knowing they will make me it and if I don't i will be punished worse than yesterday.

I slowly go into the kitchen to see a maid I never knew they had a maid."h-hi"I stutter nervously she turned around and gives me a heart welcoming smile "hi you must be ally I'm rose there at work now they will be home later they told me to tell you that after you eat go to there office" "okay"I say she gives me a plate of English Breakfast.

I smile and say a quite thank you I walk into the dinning hall and sit down all alone I look at the food on my plate I use my fork to pick up a piece of egg thinking if I should eat it or not.
I bite my lip and grab my plate and quietly walk into the Kitchen it's not like there going to find out I didn't eat right? I see rose washing up while humming a song I empty my plate in the bin and put my plate on the side "rose I'm done that was lovely I'm going to go and see them now"she turns around "sure lovely it's down that corridor last door on the right"and point to a long corridor.

"Okay thanks"I say and walk toward the office looking at all the photos on the walls I get to the door and hear them quietly talking about me???