I was still standing in the dark hallway of my school, refusing to go anywhere with Harry Styles. I ached to feel his arms wrapped around me, his lips on mine. But he doesn't want me anymore. He used me. I have a flashback of what he said to me at the bar only a few days before. "I don't want you anymore, and I can't see why anyone else would." Those words kept replaying in my head until it took over every single one of my thoughts. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "Why should I go with you?" I say to him, looking into his eyes. I shouldn't be feeling this hurt over him. I shouldn't even feel anything towards him at all. He hesitates like he doesn't know how to respond. "You used me. You made me feel wanted and loved, then you left!" I shout at him, this time blinking back tears. I will not cry in front of him. "You don't understand. You think you do but you don't!" He says in a frustrated voice. "Explain to me then!" I say. "Explain to me why you hate me so much, why you feel the need to hurt me!" A tear rolls down my cheek and I wipe it away. He steps closer to me and puts his forehead against mine, his hand on my cheek. "I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm trying to prevent you from getting hurt." He says calmly. "From what?" I say, stepping away from him to look at his face. His eyes are almost a gray color and he clenches his jaw.
"From me." He says looking down. "Sometimes you have to let go of what's killing you even if it kills you to let go. And that's what you need to do." He clenches his hand in a tight fist as he says this, looking away from me. "I'm not scared of you." I say to him, stepping closer but still keeping my distance. "You should be." He says to me. "But I'm not." I say. Harry looks up at me and his eyes are now a very dark shade of green. A cold sensation prickles up my body as he walks up to me until he is so close that we are only a few inches apart. "Would you stay even if I showed you my dark side?" His voice is raspy and low when he says this. I freeze as he opens his mouth slowly, revealing two very sharp looking canines. And for a moment I'm afraid of him as I remember Harry standing there watching me the day Cara was killed, him killing Jake right in front of me, and he even frightens me right now. His eyes, which are now emotionless, look straight into mine. What is his dark side?
"You can't scare me away Harry." I say. I don't back away from him, instead I stand my ground. "But I can try." He says, eyes glinting in the darkness of the school hallway. I lean in and kiss him for the first time since the night we slept together. His arms wrap around me and he kisses me back and for a moment I forget where I am, wanting to stay like this forever. I pull back and say, "Why did you want me to leave with you?" His eyes fill with fear and I'm shocked that he actually has fear in him. "Shit." He says, looking around frantically. And that's when all hell breaks loose.
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