Jocelynn's (P.O.V)
The day went by slow. VERY SLOW. Slower then it should be.
The day went by with stares from a random boy with white hair with a blck strip, and a boy with big lips. I'm not saying that to be mean, but if you saw him you would think he had lip surgery.
The day ended, and I headed towards Cris's car, so she can drop me off at my house.
And when I saw her car, I saw her staring at Ash with lovey dovey eyes and sad eyes. Its like she was wishing she was Jenny. I bet she actually is, and I need to talk to her about him. He isn't worthy of my Cris's time.
If only she can take Maria's advice seriously, she needs a guy who will treat her right and will make her feel like she is the only girl in the world. He needs to be able to make her laugh, not cry, like Ash does. And they aren't even together, if only she can have her eye on someone else.
When I see her notice me, she smiles and picks up her phone and pretends to pick up the phone. And I love her but she is terrible at pretending, so I just leave it and just jump in the car and wait until she finishes her fake conversation with her phone.
" Okay mom, I'll be home by 8, before dinner. Now I have to drive Jocelynn home so we can hang out, then I'll be on my way home." she says annoying. She's weird.
" Can you please hang up the phone so we can go home, I know your faking." I say with a smirk.
" okay, sorry Jocelynn. I was just..... um...." she says, trying to lie to me.
" Cris, please don't lie to me, I know you were looking at Ash." I say sad. I don't like being lied to, it feels like their not trusting you so they have to lie to you in front of your face. And its worse if Cris is lying to me.
" Stop it, I do trust you." she says, as if she was reading my mind.
" Sorry, its just that you know how I feel about people lying to me, and since your lying to me it makes it even worse." I say with a frown.
" Shit. Jocelynn. I'm sorry and I don't know why I was lying to you. I guess I'm so use to being lied to, I just figured it was time for a change and that I should try it. But you were the wrong person to lie to, and I'm so sorry. I'm such a fuck up, I sometimes think why were friends. I'm so difficult to be with." she says getting carried away, she stares out the windsheild probably waiting for my reply.
" Hahahahaha, Cris. You don't know what your talking about. Its that exact reason why I'm best friends with you. " she looks at me confused. " if I were friends with someone normal and leveled out, then it wouldn't be fun at all. It would be so boring, and when we party, your wild side comes out and you let loose and that's the best side of you. And even when were not out, you make me laugh and you make me smile. When I'm down, you either crack a lame joke, or you make a funny face. And who wouldn't want that in a face? That's why were friends. You make me feel good about myself." I say out of breath, I mean everything I just said.
" Jocelynn, your the best. And I'm glad were friends, and sorry for questioning why were friends. Its just Ashton, he just makes me feel different. And asking why were friends was so wrong to ask, just don't know what to do." she says while putting her hands on the sterring wheel and puts her head on her hands. " Its like I wanna get over Ashton so bad, I really do, but its just that I know he has that special place in my heart that I can't let him go. How can I leave my heart and soul, I just wish Ashton can just dissapear so I wouldn't feel bad about myself because he has a girlfriend, and it makes me think that I'm not good enough for him. What do I do Jocelynn?" she says with pleading eyes, now looking at me from her head on the sterring wheel.
