Life

My life has been pretty crazy lately. I have gone through a bunch of drama at school, loosing friends, being bullied. School was supposed to be a happy place where everyone can feel like they belong, but that is all wrong school is a place where you're put down just for being different, or a place where dreams go to die. In the past couple weeks my boyfriend and I broke up, we spent 6 months together, I still haven't given him the truth on why I wanted to break up, now I wish I have told him before he got together with his girlfriend. He doesn't know that his girlfriend has started rumors about me, also has threatened me just for telling him what she is doing to me. I find it messed up he doesn't know. I should of told him the truth, but I am scared of the truth. I am scared of it because I'm scared of what people will say about me, or do to me. Well through all this hell, I find happiness..how you may ask well let me tell you. I now know my true friends, and I am happy there is just a few of them. I stopped grieving about the past, I am moving on even though its difficult. I never realized I am this strong of a person. People may say things that'll hurt at first, but what does it matter? After school ends, its all over, the drama is done! You can finally act like yourself, no more hiding in the shadows, no more pretending who you're not. That hell called school is done and over with when you graduate high school. I cannot wait for that day, I'm tired of all the high school drama.