Love In Seoul (EXO x READER x BTS)

Chapter 15 (Feelings and Such)

Y/N's POV

Well! It's a good thing that our world tour was over, all of us totally enjoyed! Though basically it made us all damn exhausted, it seriously was amazing.

But of course, even though I enjoyed a whole lot, my mind kept asking about how he was. Or how EXO is doing.

After the whole world tour, Crystal already went back to Seoul........ Well, except for me, argh. Why is life this unfair.

I had to travel to Boracay along with Kookie, well, since he was my partner for our shoot. We two are the last ones to shoot for the movie's last scene.

So here I am, alone, in the beach, staring so lost in the ocean. If only my unnies weren't too busy I'd invite them here, this is one heck of an island. And not just any island. It's BORACAY ISLAND.

I sighed, suddenly I felt a hand placed on my shoulder. I looked up to see its owner, which is Jungkook. I gave him a faint smile and stared at the sea once again.

BTS is here with me, apparently they decided to shoot their Summer Package here too, just to cut the expenses. Lucky Jungkook, he got his hyungs' support.

And here I am, left by Crystal.... Nah just kidding, I brought two annoying girls with me. Zelle and Cole to be specific. They are still in the hotel. And me being the dorky best friend they could ever have, they still haven't known that BTS is also here.

"Hey, you okay?" I heard him ask. He sat beside me. I nod as a reply.

As silence engulfed our surroundings, I remembered the times we were still together. Memories kept replaying in my mind.

"Hey Kook..." I hesitantly called. He hummed, and smiled towards me.

"Did you-uhmm perhaps.... even loved me, just for a bit??" His smile suddenly turned into a frown.

"Y/N, do you really want to know???" I nodded, and he sighed.

"To be honest, no... Well, I did like you a tad bit for a short while but after that well, I guess that you really are just a sister to me." He confessed, looking so intensely at the sand in his hands.

It made me chuckle, which made him look at me confused. Aish, this cute little bunny, still the same.

"Oppa, gwaenchanha, thanks for being honest." He shyly replied with a smile.

"So that means we're okay now?" He asked while looking at me once again.

"Totally." And I ruffled his hair, making him chuckle.

"Aish, don't sweat it! And besides, I have your Jin-hyung now." His smile then went back to a frown.

"Y/N, I think you're still confused." This made my eyebrows cross.

"What do you mean??"

"When you kissed Jin-hyung, did you feel butterflies gathering inside your stomache??" Jungkook asked.

I did not respond.

"Or when you two hug each other, does your heart beat insanely fast??"

I looked down, suddenly fond of my blue-polished toenails.

"How about when the time you said yes to him? Did you feel... Love???"

Jungkook, you do know me.

But I'm sorry if I'm doing this.

I'm such a coward, right?

"I think you're just confused between 'love' and 'admiration'. Yes, you idolize us, but love?? I don't think so."