my life story, my love story

CHAPTER ONE: staring

I sat there staring...staring god hes so hot. but he doesn't know who I am.. but then again, not really anyone knows who I am. im your typical ' depressed emo' looking chick.my names Lilly, I have pale skin, blue eyes as blue as blue gets, cheek bones, a massive ass thigh gap, and the 'emo' hairstyle. I have alot of piercings that enclude : my ear (all the way from the top to my seconds and then I have a small strecher about 11mm) , I've my belly button done, nose, septum, snake bites (on my lower lip), and a tounge piercing. I dye my hair alot and at the moment I have blue hair... not just any blue hair though, its a really really light blue at the top and it gets darker as it goes down my long 'emo' hair. As you can probably already tell my parents dont really give a shit what I do to myself mainly because im an  adopted child and my not so real parents feel sorry for me I guess. I listen to 'emo'music like Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Ghost Town, Black Veil Brides, Panic! At The Disco, Asking Alexandria, Suicide Silence, Paramore and a shit load more. I like to believe im a typical teenage girl in love with the most popular boy im school and im just that loser that wont ever get him... well actually yea thats right I am. anyway, his name is Nathan...Nathan Bayley. jesus christ he's hot.... getting off that subject, im 15 years old and im turning 16 on the 20th of june.

My best friend is THE MOST POPULAR and when I say THE MOST POPULAR I mean it. She's the queen of highschool. Her name is Ellie, shes got that 'hot body' everyone wants, misty green eyes, her hair is long and blonde and she always straightens it, and well shes your typical 'hottie'.

My other best friend is a guy. His name, Joel, hes got olive skin, longish brown hair thats always spiked up, dark brown eyes, and he fits in the category of anorexics.. like me. But once again hes pretty popular because hes hot. I still dont see how im not popular being best friends with the most popular people in school but oh well. popularity doesnt bother me that much.

Nathan Bayley is the school hottie right above joel. hes got long hair that he lets loose and has a side fringe with, hes got really brown but beautiful eyes, hes got dimples, cheek bones, the lot and hes absolutely fucking gorgeous. and then once again im just here... this ugly blob. This fucking ugly blob thats friends with 2 of the most popular people in school. yea I dont get it either. how are they so perfect and then just me..