It started all at once. Just like that I had no more importance in the life of someone of whom I thought would be there for a lot longer than he was. Poof. Gone. It was instantaneous the way it happened, from a normal day to being completely ignored to being taken out of his life. My heart crumpled like a paper ball, and I sort of caved inwards upon myself.
What did I do to make him this upset to leave with no warning? I thought. What happened?
Why why why why why why why why why why ?
This syllable replayed in my head for a very long time.
Why why why why why why why why why why ?
I had to have done something, said something, posted something to have triggered the abnormally abrupt response from him.Why why why why why why why why why why ?
I wanted answers so desperately but I had no idea how to acquire them. I was in the dark, blind and confused on the whole situation, and I decided I had to do something within myself.
I had to analyze all the little things