"Smile forever" is it a word or is it a meaning a saying. Who knows but what I will say whatever it is its my encouragement to live life! It all began when one day my parents had a fight they argued and even cursed! It was like living in hell because they keeped on fighting. Until that one day when my father threw every item it our house. I couldn't bare it anymore so I shouted " MOTHER F*****". The cops had came and arrested my father. So it traumatized me that's when I started to have anxiety! My life always comes across ups, downs, side, by side it's a very dizzy ride that I will never understand its reference. But what I have understood is that it's a part of life and it will always have to be that way. Even though it might be a struggle we have to learn from our problems even if you can't find an answer its a life lesson. You might always have questions that can be answered it just need to take time and there's also those questions that can't be answered but you need to go with the flow. So you know everyday I wake up and it's a new day to start fresh because you have to live life like its your last. Issues always end up finding me but it doesn't bother me because I've learned a face problem. Do you get me? When you hide from everything because you don't want any issues YOU end up finding them yourself. Life may not be the total YOLO! I see it as an education you end up learning from your problems! So I just live my life like I want to but hit some bumps on the road but its okay. I know sometime that my situation can give up or even I give up but sometimes it can stick with you! What I've learned is there's always a spark to that dead lightbulb. If you don't understand what I mean then you will understand someday either it's tomorrow or even in years! Now that I've told you this I want you to say "smile forever" and live like you dreamt of but with some turns
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