School honestly just sucks, not because of learning or anything I used to love school, until I got into the sixth grade and that's kinda when I started wanting to be alone and I didn't really want that many friends, just about to or three close ones, maybe a kid I knew from last year to talk to, just didn't want to popular or anything, but there are a lot of people in the sixth grade, and stupid me didn't know how crowded the halls would be and that kinda gave me abbot of anxiety so I would always just stand by one of close friends and pretend I wasn't about to die or anything, but that's when I really started to hate school and now everyone just kinda thinks I need a friend when I sit all alone in the back of my classes so they walk up to me and ask me what's wrong and stuff, when I was perfectly fine being all alone minding my own business, then I tell them I would just rather be alone than with these random people arhat are also surrounded by other people, and they continue talking to me and decide they are going to sit next to me and start a conversation and make friends with me. Which is always a weird situation, cause I don't want to mean to anyone, but they don't seem to getting the idea that I just don't really want to talk to people unless I know them and I'm really good friends with them, unless I tell them to leave me alone and shut the fuck up. That's only had to Happen twice already so I think I'll be good I think they probably might've told some other kids that I was mean might've made me sound like a complete jerk, but that's good news cause that means no ones going to try and talk to me, and already some kids have glared at me in the hallways or in classes and I honk they might already be talking about me being weird and stupid and a jerk and stuff. But that kind of makes me sad that they're are so many kids in my freaking school, and it's making kind of sad cuss so can't stay up late anymore, and most of my time is going to be homework and stuff, and summers over which means I won't have that much time for my shows, and what really makes me sad is one of my shows is on at ten and my sister makes me go to bed at 9:30 so that really makes me sad cause I can't watch the fresh prince of bel air. And then there's having to dress nice and stuff for school which I don't really care about but my mom and sister seem to have a problem with what I'm wearing every time I seem to go step outside my house, and it's always like that jacket it's a jacket and you don't need to wear one it doesn't look good on you, or it doesn't look good with your shoes or it doesn't go with your pants, or your socks I can barely see a little of them, NO ONE NEEDS TO KNOW TOUR WEARING SOCKS!!! And etc I could on about how my parents and siblings hate the way I dress forever, but I don't want to torture you with my problems.
