Love Betrayal (BTS FF)

I loved him but he STABBED me in the back

I've always been attached to the way he looked at me or when he asked me a question. Not actually a question that started a conversation, more like a question asking for my help. That was the first time.

{Flashback}

I was just paying attention to my teacher in class, of course the smartest student has to. That's when I felt someone tap my shoulder, not knowing what or who it was I turned around only to see him looking at me.

What? What is this? I thought to myself. Did I have something on my back?

He asked me a question but had to repeat himself again because I was too shocked at his beauty.

"Yes?" I replied a little shaken.

"Umm...hi I'm taehyung, can you..." he started flipping through his book and looked back at me and said "tell me what page we are on?" I looked at him confused for a second and then said "page 34". As I turned around I could feel his eyes still on me, and that's when it started.

{Flashback over}

The color of his eyes were so intriguing and addictive, I caught myself looking at them repeatedly. Although they were a common color known for eyes, there was something different about his. Something that made you want to lean in to him every time he was next to you or in any position close to you. My name is Y/N and I think I'm in love with Taehyung.

Me and Tae soon became the best of friends. I also became very close with his other friends Namjoon, Jungkook, Jimin, Jhope, Jin, and Yoongi. It's been a year since ive been so close with them. We would always watch movies together at my house every Saturday night, and then on Fridays we would go to party's. Who am I kidding we were the Party! Girls would drape themselves all over tae and the boys, as other boys would drape themselves all over me. I knew for a fact that I didn't have the body every boy wanted and still I was the most envied girl because all the girls wanted to be me and be that close to tae and the others and as for the boys, they always wanted to hook up with me because I was packed with money, I was always the scape route for tae and the boys. They preferred I call them BTS because I don't know but anyways everytime at a party when a girl is trying to hook with them they always say they are saving there first time to be with me. Don't get me wrong I'm always flattered when all the girls come up to me telling me I'm so lucky to have them wrapped around my finger like that, but I never took it seriously because I knew they just didn't want to sleep with the girls, there probably afraid of them catching something bad from the girls. The girls at my school are total sluts, there so horny and I'm disgusted when I go to the bathroom to hear them fingering each other. Sometimes I even here moans coming from the stalls that belong to boys that go to my school. Not all the girls are like that though, there's me but me and BTS are the only ones who know I'm not a slut, and I'm okay with that. But what I'm not okay with is when girls flirt with tae right in front of my face, IT'S LIKE HAVE SOME MANNERS YOU SEE I'M WITH HIM RIGHT NOW, AM I CORRECT!?!? But I endure it for my sake. That was until tae told me had some feelings for this girl. I felt like I was in the water being pulled down under grasping for breath as my heart floated out my body and a knife came and stabbed right through it. I've always been good at hiding my feelings even though I wanted to scream out everytime "I LOVE YOU TAE!" But of course like always when tae is talking to me I say "oh really? Tell me more about it", as I died over and over again returning to life everytime only to die again.
"Really? OK. She's really cool and so fun. I didn't think I would end up liking her till i got to know her and that's what made me like her even more and not just as a friend" he said. I then pretented to get a message from by mom saying I had to come home right away so I looked up at tae and said "my mom needs me home for something, talk later" I said as I got up. Finally home and I was sobbing the fuck out of my eyes. They were so Red when I looked in the mirror before taking my shower. I guess tae had texted me while I was in the shower and I freaked looking at his message than I said "OH SHIT HE SAW MY MOTHER AT THE STORE AND FOUND OUT I WASN'T CALLED HOME WHILE TALKING TO HER!?!?!? CRAP!!", I thought about what I should say to him tonight because he was supposed to come over with the boys so we could go to the party. He then texted me asking me to meet up with him somewhere and so I did. Like I said I was good at hiding my feelings but tae saw it to much, he saw the way I always looked at him, he saw everything. And then he said it " I really like her, the girl I was talking about earlier, I really want things to work out with her and I see a bright future ahead with her". I looked at him confused and he looked down fidgeting with something in one hand as he was scratching the back of his neck with his other hand. He didn't say anything for awhile, it got awkward, I was about to break the silences only for tae to talk before me. I laughed a little cause as he went to talk he hiccuped really loud for everyone to look over and hear. As I was laughing trying to make the vibe better in here he said "I think we should stop seeing each other for a while just until I seal the deal with her. Her name is Ella. She's a great girl and if I want to keep seeing her I can't see you because I know your feelings for me and i found them out a while ago. I've been seeing her for 2 weeks now. Me and her are so close. I have feelings for her that I can't even think about having for you because it makes me sick and disgusted. Sorry". All I managed to get out was "What?". Is that it? Is that all you can say Y/N? Why? Why? Why did this.....h-happen to m-me? Why do I feel this right now? Why did my bestfriend the boy I love and cherish and have cherished for a whole year just say this to me?  I feel like I'm an ancient history book secretly worth millions of dollars being thrown out. I know I felt hurt, that's for sure. But why anger? No, no I know why anger because the boy I trusted my life with from the first moment I saw him sophomore year just stabbed me in the back. I was ready to let it all out.....but I didn't. I got up from my seat and walked out reassuring myself that I was calm and can make it through. He ran out calling my name and kept apologizing making me so mad I lost it all. "What? What did you just say?! Sorry?! SORRY?!?!?! Are you KIDDING ME?!?!?!". I pulled myself together and slowly walked up to him not to close and said in a mad but sorta calm voice " You only say sorry if you mean it, you jerk". He looked up at me with a sorta happy look like I was taking this better than he had planned which made me more angrier for some reason. I chuckled a little as I turned around and mumbled "I can't belive I wasted so much time on you". I called a taxi out from the side of the street and went straight home. How was I suppost to face him anymore? No I can't face him, I won't. My family has much money because we're rich and I packed all my things, ordered a plane ticket scheduled for two days later because that was the earliest flight available. And layed back on my bed telling myself inside my head just endure it for two more days, you shouldn't stop your learning because of him. You'll never have to see him again after two more days. The next morning I woke up finding myself not in the mood for school but for something else, something I used to get all the time with BTS and...... him. Me and BTS would always skip 1st hour because I knew everything the teacher was already teaching for the next 6 months so I could help them study instead. We would always get frozen yogurt. I drove down there to get some and saw BTS laughing there ass off with this unfamiliar girl. That must be Ella. They already replaced me so soon? I thought as I turned around quickly grabing my yogurt and leaving out the door. I knew BTS all saw me because I saw them looking through the glass window they were at staring at me get into my car. When I glanced over they looked away covering there faces so I wouldn't see them but I already had. Undescribable. The pain I felt was undescribable. They too didn't want anything to do with me just like tae. I texted Namjoon asking if he wanted to hang but he said he had something to do. So i texted Yoongi, he had the same excuse, and so on they all had the same excuse. I already talked to my parents, they wanted me to go to a better school when I decided that the school I went to now was best for me, so it wasn't hard convincing them to let me move away on my own and go to a better school. They were all for it except the part of me moving away on my own, but I ressasured them it was for the best. The next day, the day right before I leave for the airport my mom asked me why I had made the decision to leave. I said to her lying "So i can make a great living and make my parents proud of me" luckily I held back my tears. She said "Thank you honey, I don't want you to feel we are pressuring this on you". "Mom, this is my decision, I want to do this for you and dad. I'll call everyday to check up on you, I promise. You and dad have been so supportive for the past 3 years with me going to the school down here, plus I am the smartest kid in the school I need a new level so I can get even smarter, heck mom I think I'm smarter than the teacher" I said laughing. She laughed as well and said "I just want you to be happy my dear angel", I told her yet another lie and said "Of course I'm happy". And she then said "What about your friends(meaning BTS)??" I looked at her straight in the eye and said with tears starting to streaming down my face like a waterfall "Please Please don't ever mention them to me again". She looked so confused but she got the point and didn't ask any questions making me realize my mother was my true best friend, she would never hurt me.

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HI it's me the author of this book, this is my first book so take care of me please. I just want to let you know I don't mean to make bts seem like kinda dicks in this book, it'll get better I promise, but between you and Tae harsh words will be spitted out so be ready for anything, thanks loves. I hope this was long enough for you.