*Gilinsky*
"hey gilinsky." i hear octavia say. i turn around and see her beautiful self sitting on the kitchens island. "hey are you okay?" i ask worried seeing that her eyes are puffy. "oh nothing. i just need to get my mind off something." she says sadly. we stay quiet for a couple of minutes. "i wanna go on a trip." she says out of no where. "down. let's just tell everyone." i say with a smile on my face. her whole mood changed and it made me happy. i never wanna see her sad. "let's go to a friend's house?" i ask and she nods her head yes. "are you ready or?" i ask. "do i not look ready" she laughs. "it's like 12am why are we going so late?" she adds on. i shrug my shoulders but it's because they're having a kick back. "where do they live?" she asks. "hollywood." i say as we walk out of the house. i close the front door and i lock it.
*skip car ride*
"wait so who's house is this?" she asks. "kian and jc's. duhhh" i say with a girly tone. she nods her head in an understanding manor. we get out the car and go up to the front door. it's immediately by kian. we exchange our hi's. "kian this is octavia she's a close friend." i introduce, they exchange their 'nice to meet you's
*Octavia*
"oh the rest of them are out by the pool." kian says pointing to the back. i follow jack out to the back where they are more people to meet. i at least hope i look fucking decent. gilinsky opens the sliding door and i officially know no one in this place. "tragic." i say quietly. jack turns around and stares at me confused.
"hey i'm dommy d." this guy says coming up to us. he looks extremely familiar. "hey i'm octavia." i say before jack could even speak. "well now you can say you made a friend." jack says walking off. damn i'm out here looking stupid..... how tragic.
"you look really familiar." dommy says focusing on my facial features trying to pin point where he knows me from. "uhhhh.." i just stand there kind of confused. "well did you go to derek's party a couple months ago?" i ask. "ohhhh yeah!" he exclaims. i laugh a little. i look around trying to see who else has arrived. I know that i really shouldn't be looking for any boys, but fuck I'm a girl i have needs and wants and i see this really cute boy standing near Colby brock. let me just tell you that this boy over there is a for sure snack. "dom do you know that guy next to colby?" i ask. he turns around to see who I'm talking about. "thats brennen,he's a major pretty boy." he says taking a sip from his red solo cup. "he's cute, i think imma go talk to him." i say walking away because i am bound to get this mans number or something or maybe just a hook up.
i walk up to those 2 guys and may i add i think I'm looking fine as fuck right now. "hey I'm octavia." i say looking at that snack, aka my future baby daddy, aka brennen. he smiles, "hey.." he says awkwardly. his friend has left after i introduced myself, like what the fuck I'm the best of the best. we stand there for like a minute and it was awkward. i stare at him, damn he's fine as fuck. "oh thanks." he says smiling. i look at him confused. "what?"i ask smiling very awkwardly. "you said that out loud." he says laughing, i mentally face palm myself and awkwardly laugh. uhhh i don't really know what to do now. "well can i get your number or something?' i ask because at this point I've embarrassed myself enough.he chuckles, oh so he thinks this is funny, "see the thing is i would but i don't think we would 'mesh' well" he says putting air quotations when he says mesh. oh so like that, its cool. "fashoo." i say and walk away. well that was embarrassing, but don't tell me this man was about to make me chase after I'm, he's just so damn fine.
i look around for jack, after what feels like a lifetime i finally find him and he's with Jc. "gilinsky I'm ready to go." i say in a calm voice he nods his head and we both say our goodbyes. we hop into the car. "why do you want to leave so early ?" he asks. "you're the party animal." he adds laughing. "well i fucking embarrassed myself.. badly." i laugh. "deadass? how?" he says snickering. "first of all dipshit its not fucking funny and i asked that brennen guy for his number and believe me i don't know what i was thinking, but anyways he said we wouldn't mesh well but who said i wanted to date him because i for sure didn't i just thought he was cute." i say being all dramatic. "well if it makes you feel any better you're too fine for him." he says smiling. i smile and look out the window. "bitch I'm tired are we almost home?" i complain. he nods his head yes and 6 minutes later we arrive home.
we are finally home and i change out of my clothes and in to a big sweatshirt and boy shorts. i lay in my bed and think about my day and the ups and the downs of today. i let out a sigh, today was such a long day. i close my eyes.... i toss and turn, i can't seem to fucking fall asleep, bitchhh i don't have time for this ugh. wait why is no one home? i think to myself. what the heck I'm so late on his, where did they go, jesus I'm fucking slow. i get up and walk to my door. "gilinsky!" i scream from my door frame. "yeah." he yells "i can't fall sleep." i say walking into his room. I plop myself on his bed next to him. I lay on my stomach and i just stay there. Everything is silent. He starts playing with my hair and rubs my back, i get so sleepy when people play with my hair......i drift off to sleep
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heyyyyyyy:))))))
