Words.

Him

I realized that we should never regret anything.. That's one thing he had taught me, he didn't have any regrets not until what happened, I guess. Truth is, I don't regret any of this. I learned what it's like to truly care for someone, truly love someone. And at the moment, I'm happy. I'ts been a while now, but I'm okay. The anger has settled down for awhile now. I've been sleeping again, I still think about what happened every now and then but it doesn't hurt like it used to. I've been doing really well actually. And I know we don't talk, I still hope he's doing okay too, I hope he's happy. I know I'm not in his life anymore, and I still hope he likes coconut shower jel, I still hope he gets excited over the simplest stuff, and I still hope he has that fire within him and that it hasn't been washed away because of me.

I hope he falls in love again and that the next person who gets the privilege to fall in love with him treats him with all care. I know he might've hurt me, and I might've done the same. I just don't think he deserves to hold this ' burden ' any further, if that's what he calls it. He taught me a lot and he'll always be known as the person who started a fire in my heart and let it burn, always will be a special one.

I'm glad I got to have him in my life, I'm okay and I hope he is as well.