For all my lovely bishes and unicorns out there who have been waiting patiently for the sequel. IT'S HERE!!
I am like my personal fangirl. I read my own books and like fan girl over them and mentally yell at myself when I don't update!!;) Is that weird?
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"Why won't you for give me? I have done everything in my power. Why, why?" Xander repeatedly asked me this question almost every single day I saw him.
"I am not in the mood right now. So Xander and Ace please leave." I shook my head at the two wondering how can they ever live together. I give them living together a day before they argue and become moody bitches.
"No. I am fucking down with this shit. I don't give a fuck if you forgive me or not because I'm down with this shit." Xander left slamming th door shut making me jump a little.
"Bye Ace." Paris commanded, knowing I need him to leave before I break down and go all berserk crazy.
Ace left in a more peaceful way. More calmer. Even him leaving more peacefully and not throwing a fit made me more uneasy.
"Rose he's done playing your games." Paris told me like it wasn't the most clearest thing in the world to see.
"I know." My voice was wobbly. It was just like the kids who put books on there heads and they wobble around, that was how my voice sounded like.
"You know I thought I might liked him. I was going to forgive him months ago or a year ago but I never could bring myself to do it." I paused and gulped in some air for I could continue without getting choked up. "Heck scratch that I might love him. When I was about to forgive him, I chickened out. I kept my feelings locked up because I really don't want to get hurt again."
Paris cut in with her voice of reason. "Honey. Xander loveeeee's you like no other. I know what you mean, but you have to take a leap off that cliff and see if it was worth it or not. You just have to see what deal fates are handing you and you have to play it the best way you can. And right now the fates are playing you at love and you have to see the deal you have and play it wisely."
"I will. Thanks!" I was growing more and more sleepy so I headed for my bed but Paris kept on following because she wasn't finished just yet.
"And Rose your playing your deal very poorly. I think you should step up your A game."
With those words Paris went to her bed and turned everything out and I was out like a light
* Xander P.O.V*
I am done with her games. I have tried to get back her forgiveness, because I actually cared about her. Now I fucking couldn't care less about what happened to Rose. Yes, I will always have a soft spot for her and everything else but not right now I am pissed.
"Dude calm down." Ace warned from the other side of the room. I was sitting on the sofa on my fifth or fourth beer.
"Ace hush for a moment and let me talk." I was really getting the nice numbness that I love of drinking. It makes me feel so free, that I could do anything and no one would give a fuck about it either.
"Go on man talk." Ace gestured for me to start talking and so I did. I drunk a long good gulp of my beer and began to talk.
"Rose. She wasn't like the other girls." I was already on another beer. I wanted something stronger, something to make me numb faster than this beer.
"Rose gave me a challenge. A challenge that I don't get every now and then. You know that quote from The Fault in Our Stars where it says 'As he read I fell in love with you like the way you fall asleep: slowly and then all at once.'" I looked at Ace knowing he read the book and cried days about it, I did too but that doesn't matter right now.
Just as I expected he shook his head and started to tear up a little. "That is how I fell for Rose. I never knew that one girl could make me want to give my all but now I just want to push her off a cliff because she has got on my nerves." I tell Ace.
"Man you should've seen how she was when you left it was like her world was on fire."
I laughed at that. My laugh was the definition of cold it made Ace and my self shiver a little.
"Whatever Ace. I don't care about that. All I care about it that I am in love with her." I was already drunk, because I would have never have said the L word completely.
"Ace I'm gone." I was already making my way over to my comfy looking bed.
"Man just remember a Drunken man's thoughts are a sober man's words." Ace said the words with so much wisdom that anyone would take his advice.
"Night." I called out. The lights shut off and left me too my drunken thoughts and they all had her in them. That little laugh she does when she does something wrong or that smile when you give her a gift of some kind. All night Rosetta Smith was all in my thoughts and I couldn't shake her out of them.
Rose was like an tatto. Beautiful and amazing. You can never get rid of her off your skin. Sometimes you want to rip your skin off and other times you want to trace it so delicately.
She was an tatto. My tattoo. This tatto is gonna have to chase me for my love.
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This chapter is long as hell!:) Just for you guys! I am revising or being a fucking awesome surgeon!
So the book might be different like the people who have Botox done but it will be awesome not creepy! I promise you that.
So I bid you good day my fellow bishes and unicorns!!:)
With Lots of Love From Your Crazy But Loveable Writer
Damn it's good to be back!!:)
~Daesha
