Drowning Thoughts

Paroxysm

Hey guys!! This is my first time writing a fan fiction and I'm sorry if it's really bad😰😰if you like it plz vote! Also don't forget to comment!! I need friends! For me the story isn't really violent but if you are triggered by blood, knives, murder, abuse, guns etc this story is not for u!! The beginning isn't gory but whatever. Enjoy!

Black shadows covered the walls like a thick liquid substance. As I became aware of my surroundings my brain began throbbing inside of my skull: pressure building up inside of me. A rush of adrenaline filled my veins but I was still floating lifeless in the air. The air smelled of dried blood and metal churning together....and then I heard it. Like a crack of thunder in the night sky, a voice spoke.
"Poor Paulie. All chained up with no one to help rescue him...,"The succinct statement hung in the air and rang in my ears.
I tried to respond but my voice only sputtered up what tasted like blood.
" Don't even try...Your here...In my world. I make the decisions and I've decided that you can't talk...No ones gonna listen anyway."
Panic rose inside of me as I clawed at my neck hoping that would bring my voice back.
I tried to scream but I only heard wheezing and hacking in my throat. My eyes from left to right and finally the black shadows began to melt from my eyes.
" Paulie you know what has to happen...you don't belong here or in your real world. Fake projections of happiness only cause you sorrow because you know you'll never be happy. You've gotta go...and I know how you'll leave." The sound of a pocket knife clicking echoed through the dim lit room. Tear droplets pooled around the bottom rim of my eyes.
"Gotta make it ya know..entertaining..for my sake." Footsteps came closer and closer towards me as I struggled to break loose from the chains.
" Your a disappointment Paul. Everyone clearly despises you." He taunted. Images of my father and brother came into his vision as they were shaking there head at him.
" they hate you...they hate you....," The mans voice droned on in a low monotone voice as if he was summoning a demon. His voice began to raise in volume and intensity.
" They hate you!! THEY HATE YOU!!! THEY HATE YOU!!!!!" The voice burst my eardrums and made me lightheaded.
"STOP!!!! STOP!! PLEASE STOP!!" I shrieked until my throats was raw. He came into my vision as I continued screaming and thrashing......
I wrenched my tear covered eyes open as I quickly sat upright, clutching my chest. My heart pounded against my ribs yearning to jump out. Streaks of sweat crawled down my back and I was shivering violently. Easing myself back into bed I began to finally calm down. Drowsiness washed over me but my eyes wouldn't close. They were wide open and they stayed like that until the sun beams began to creep through the shades. I looked at the clock on my desk and groaned. It was Monday. Another depressing day at school.