It all started in 6th grade. The best and worst choice of my middle school life was decided then.
"Someone is going to ask you out" they said to me as I walked through the hallways. I was really nervous because honestly I didn't talk to many guys but I was excited because I wanted a boyfriend
Yea I know. A 6th grader already wanting a boyfriend but can you blame me? I wanted to be loved and important at least to someone ....anyone.
Lunch finally came and a group of people dragged me to him.
There he stood. Nervously looking from me to the ground and I remember thinking about how cute and perfect he was to me.
"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked shyly.
At that moment, my heart did backflips and the butterflies began. I said yes. We hugged and we walked around with his hand around my shoulder. I remember taking a picture and I wish I still had it because i miss him. I miss him with everything in me.
Christian Moreira is his name. The name I will always remember.
I remember him sneaking up on me and hugging me from the waist. I loved those hugs and even though I never told him , I day dreamed about them. He always tried to hold my hand. I wouldn't let him though because my hands would get sweaty and I didn't want him to think I was weird. Christmas came and he told me he got me a present.
We went to lunch and my friend told me to break up with him and of course after arguing with her I agreed because she was my only friend at the time.
HUGE MISTAKE
I will never forget the day that she broke up with him and said I didn't like him and I never did. I was sad and I hated to see him cry.
He gave me the necklace he bought me and I cried. I went to the bathroom hoping he wouldn't see me like this but I wanted him back so bad. He tried everything to have me with him but no matter how much I said yes .. my friend would get mad at me.
I gave him the necklace back and when i got home I cried myself to sleep.
Its been 3 years and the worst part is ... he gave up on me a long time ago and im still stuck on him because I didn't show him all my love i have for him.
