The Tenth ~H.S~

1.Free

(6:15)

she opens her laptop to see people's reaction to what she wrote a minute ago.

(6:16)

she finds her mother crashing into her room stealing her favorite book from her hands and hears her says

" I want you to delete these stupid writings that you wrote, aunt Bethany got worried"

then she left the room, she rolled her eyes burying her face in her hands frustrated with her mom.

(6:19)

Her little brother walked into the room and said

" If you are going to dad , please tell him that I love him and that I missed him a lot"

She looked at his amber eyes similar to hers as he drew a small smile on his face and For the first time today she felt something, she wasn't numb, she felt something and it wasn't good...

(Her pov)

I hugged my brother and comforted him with a smile and opened my mouth to talk but I was cut off with his hand on my mouth as he winked at me then he left to play with one of his toys in his room.

I opened my computer this time searching for answers, googling every website I can reach, there is always a missing circle something is hidden from me and I can't see it.

I try to ignore my "step dad" shouting to my mother because again she put too much salt in the food.

I found a website finally the answer are here....but there is one missing

I felt a big smile on my face when I found my phone buzzing with Norah's picture she must have found something I couldn't find she is better than me in this stuff , I answer quickly enough for me to pout to quickly when I heard her drawing a shaky breath and hesitating to talk then i heard her voice clear in my ears

" I'm sorry I couldn't find anything"

(6:45)

I open my drawers, get my notebook then I write two letters, one for my mother and one for Peter.

One tear fell from my eye I know I shouldn't leave Peter behind that wasn't what I promised dad but he is stronger than me, I can't take it.

(7:00)

I take my last steps to my laptop, I open Facebook and write on my mother's wall

" Tell aunt Bethany that what she was afraid of happened"

I open my window, stand on it bravely, then looking at my laptop for the last time checking my wall as I smiled bitterly at my words

" Monsters are real, ghosts are real too.They live inside of us and sometimes they win"

I glanced downstairs, jumping from the 12th floor won't be painful, I guess?

I close my eyes remembering my book, my laptop they all gave me 9 reasons to live and forgot the most important one

( My dad)

I inhaled deeply, closed my eyes and jumped happily...