livin' in cali • mikey barone

Chapter Thirty-One

*Sophie's P.O.V*
I felt terrible for both Liv and Mikey. Liv more. Mikey fucked up and part of the reason the baby is gone is his. Yeah they may not have planned this baby but they definitly would have wanted to keep it.  Me and Derek sat on the chair in the room in silence as Liv and Mikey lay there in silence. I looked at Derek and whispered "lets go home and leave these two to talk." I know he didnt want to because he wanted to be there for his sister but he nodded in agreement and told both Liv and Mikey that we were going. We left and I just looked back at Liv who couldnt help but let a tear fall everytime she thought of the situation.

-----1HourLater-----
We just got back to the hotel due to traffic and stopping off at Starbucks. Playlist was still on today but one of us went due to this whole situation. Sam was there still in the event so I tried to keep Derek away from the event for as long as possible to prevent anything from happening. As we got to the hotel we went straight upstairs and sat on the bed just looking at nothing. I stroked Dereks arm and pulled him in. Again no words being spoken. I just hope Liv makes the right decision, and whichever decision that is I know both me and Derek will stick by her.

*Liv's P.O.V*
I looked at Mikey after a while of just sitting doing nothing and once everyone had left the hospital and we were alone. He was looking straight ahead and I just felt so hurt looking at him. I didn't want to talk, I just wanted to cry, but I needed to let everything out. "Mikey." He blinked and looked at me. I looked back and wiped the tear away that suddenly fell. "Liv I-" I cut him off. "No, ok?? I dont want your shitty excuses. You cheated. Without any reason you just did it. It fucking hurt Mikey. These however any months youve told me you love me. The times we spent together now all just feel fake, like they meant nothing to you." I felt more tears coming but I held them in. "That is not true Liv." "Stop! ok! stop! Im done. I dont want to be with you anymore. I cant do it! I dont want to get hurt again!!" I cried and he just sat there before climbing out and leaving.

It was hard watching him walk out and saying everything I just said but I had to do it. He cheated and hurt me and I dont think I can trust him again. I cant trust Sam. I cant trust anyone. I just wanted to be back home. With my mum. Everything was ok when I was with my mum.

*Mikey's P.O.V*
I ran. Fast. As quick as my legs could run. Out the hospital and around the streetsl. I had no idea where I was going or what I was doing I just ran. I fucked up bad and now ive lost the girl im in love with. I made her lose our baby and stopped us from becoming a proper family. I hated myself so much. I wanted to go back and hold her and fight for her back but I knew then and now that she deserves so much better so I just ran. I wanted this weekend to be over so we could all go back. Being here and around Sam dosnt help anyone either. I thought to myself to go back and complete the weekend, go back then let the shit happen but I knew that in reality that isnt what would happen so I had to leave sooner.

I got to the hotel after a few hours trying to find my way back. I walked past Derek's room and heard him, Liv and Sophie talking alongside the rest of the group with them. I went into the room next door which was mine and Liv's and started packing my case. I threw things In not caring about how neat the case was and ran downstairs. I ran to the receptionist. "Could I have a cab for the airport please?" I said catching my breathe but also red faced from crying. She sighed and nodded before pickin up the phone and calling a cab. I waited for 4 minutes until he came and as soon as I saw the headlights pull up I ran out and got in and straight to the airport I went.

-----2 Days Later-----
*Liv's P.O.V*
We all got back yesterday evening, apart from Mikey. I had slept on Derek and Sophie's couch as I just didnt want to be around Mikey right now. I also needed somewhere to stop before I went back to England. Yes thats right. Tomorrow I fly home to England. Im gonna stop there until I want to come back. That's IF I want to come back. If not ill stay at home with my mum. Like the old times. Just without everyone around me. I told everyone but Mikey, obviously, this morning about me leaving tomorrow and there were a few tears but aside from that everyone seemed really supportive and said I was brave for being so brave the last couple of days since everything happened.

I woke up and sat up on the sofa. I wanted to make my last day special. Me, Sophie and Amelia were spending the morning together then me and Derek were doing something this afternoon and they have allowed me to be in charge of what we do. For me, Amelia and Sophie I have decided to go to the zoo. We did it the once when we were younger and said wed go every week but we never did so i thought it would be nice to go for a few hours and grab some lunch.

Sooo I dont know if this is that long or not but the next chapter will basically be the planned out day then most likely the chapter after will be Liv's leaving day. I hope your enjoying the fanfic so far :)) if anyone has any suggestions on any ideas for future chapters feel free to message me on anything :)

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