Last Poem for Her

---So here comes the last!--

I stood there like a tree, lost the count of seasons that passed by,

It felt warm like firewood in winter,  heat increased- the tree went dry,

I was made fun of, declared and stamped with the label of 'separated',

The feelings in me refused to depreciate and the fear of being alone escalated!

My steps no longer touched the sand and my hands, just liked to slap my face,

My mind stopped being normal and got lost somewhere deep into the black space,

I burned all the memories but their image in my mind just wouldn't erase,

Maybe that's how it's supposed to be- a complete mess and an incomplete phrase.

I was building a beautiful castle for two people to love and live together,

Realized that I was just the architect of the dream  building it for you and someone other,

I forgot how to smile, to laugh and to be happy- are now no less than a constraint,

I'm just walking now on this windy boulevard for a miracle like you to meet me again.

I don't hear my name being whispered softly, my broadened lips and love for you after which would grow,

now, even if I do, they'd be the angels whispering me, "hey you, it's time now to go",

I just lie on the bed now, sick and shivering, counting the black sheeps that are a major part of my vision,

reading the blogs and the novels, looking for a reason and a detailed explanation!

Don't know how to react, shall I keep the words or burn all the letters from the shelf,

shall I cry everything out or regret repeatedly, watching me burn myself,

Hate for you has developed inside me, the tendency to trust people has high variance,

People who take people for granted, use & throw, now I can easily sense.

--The End--

- OneForAll

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Well, this wasn't exactly my last poem for her. This is just an exaggerated expression of extreme feelings when things are not quite right!

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