~ At times it may seem as though you and your past are one. Sometimes we fail to differentiate between what has happened to us and who we are today. If you have a hard time getting beyond that damaging mind-set let me encourage you right now. You are not your past Although you are changed and shaped by past experiences who you were yesterday does not control the person you have the potential to become tomorrow.
~ Augusts pov
I didn't know what to do . ambulance came people surrounded us. paparazzi. all that jibber jabber. on the day I propose to her she gets ran over by some fucking vehicle. "Sir ima need you to step away from the body" a paramedic told me. "she ain't dead you fucking sped" I yelled at him . " We know we know we need to take her to the nearest hospital okay , so step aside." the ops had to hold me back. the girls was crying. I was crying. I turned away an walked up to my car. "august on Instagram I see that this lady here is the mother of your baby?" this one girl said. "is she dead?" another guy asked. "August will she affect your music career? " this one person asked. "august when will you release a new song?" that question triggered me.i got up of my car " is that all you guys care about is when my next song will come out or if my fiancée will affect my career ... SHE IS MY FUCKING CAREER SHES MY FUCKING LIFE NOW STEP THE FCK AWAY BEFORE I DO SOMETHING I REGRET!!!!" I got the girls to get in the car as soon as I saw the ambulance start to drive away I had to speed over to their house drop em off and quickly went to the hospital.
~ Jasmines pov
I saw a bright light down the dark hallway from a cracked door. I looked down at my outfit everything became slow at some point and this hospital dress looks soo sexy on my , ima ask the doctors if I can have it. I heard a laughing sound on my right. I turned an saw a little kid. I walked up to him and he just ran away so I ran away with him. he brought me to a greenfield filled with flowers and Insects. it was soo beautiful. "jasmine?" I looked and saw my mom. she died three years ago from a drug overdose. "mom!" my eyes got teary. "don't cry don't cry" she pulled me into a hug. "Mom I don't expect to see you here , is this for real am I dead?" "no if your heart is beating then your still alive your possibly in a coma. I see that you met you baby" I looked at her. "that's Melvin" she shook her head. "your first baby" that brought back memories. Richards baby. "oh my gosh mom I told you I was against abortions" I looked at her. "but having a baby was gunna ruin your life but don't worry I took good care of him up here. Buh your baby now ... " She walked away. "what about my baby... mom? ... MOM??" I lost her to the clouds I sat down and started crying. I rubbed my stomach , I felt it shrink smaller and smaller. I looked down and saw me I just laid there . no movement , no emotion. I hope the baby okay . "August please don't cry for me I'm gonna be okay . damn he can't hear me. I love u august , don't ever forget that. " a tear rolled down my cheek. I sniffed. then the little boy sat down next to me. "go back" he managed to say. "I can't ..." I looked at him. he wiped my tears. "mommy my baby brother is born , you may not been there for me buh please be there for him. I love you mom..." he turned his head back. "I have to go" he got up and ran away laughing. I wiped my tears. I looked back down and saw august holding melvin. they cut me up you know how long it's gonna take for those scars to heal. I rested my head back , how long am I gonna be in this.
~ August pov
Melvin opened his lil brownish hazel eyes . his cute duck lips and small hands. prematurity is life lol. "excuse me sir can I talk to you?" I nodded my head then walked out the room. "August your-" I interrupted "fiancée " he nodded his head. "yea your fiancée is in a coma. her head hit the pavement so hard that her brain could possibly be damaged at some point. we need to run some more tests. the baby will need to stay here you can get the baby in maybe a day or two." I nodded my head. "can I see her?" he lead me to her room . I walked looking at her body connected to soo many cords. I started tearing up I walked to her reached for her hand sitting on the chair. "baby please come back to me I know you can hear me." suddenly my phone rang I looked at the caller i.d it's my manager. I got up and walked near the door. "helluh". I stared tapping my feet. " I saw what happened on TMZ is she okay." I looked at her. " She's in a coma I don't know for how long doe buh she had the baby named it after Melvin." I smiled. "that's nice buh I have bad new" I turnt away and looked out the window. "what is it?" A concerned look came upon my face. "plane leaves tomorrow to Baltimore and your tour starts ends 4 months later until spring." "wtf kevin Really?" "i know I know I'm sorry august but it's part of business." I closed my eyes and saw jasmine. she whispered "just go please." she leaned in and kissed me. "august! ... august!!!" I shook my head. "yes yes alright I'll be there .... I'm not going for the fans I'm going for jasmine"
~ Will she wake up ever ?
~ should he go?
~ I wanna post a Pic of a baby buh I can't cause I use my phone can someone help me.
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