Nothing like Us

Chapter 1

Justin's POV:

It's the first day of school and I'm not completely sad to be back. Although me and Jane had one of our funnest summers. I got to take her places she's never been; water park, roadtrip to Oregon, her first rollercoaster even though it was tiny to me, and best yet I gave Jane her first kiss. I thought she was going to cry and hit me after but she just smiled and looked down getting so shy. My little Jane, we were sitting on my porch, a usual thing we do while we watch cat videos or she reads me some poetry.
Secretly I kiss her mouth after I put her to sleep but this time she kissed back. I held her soft face in my hands- "Justin think fast" I got a ball to my gut from Chase walking down the hallway. "Fuck" I glare at him.

I laugh even though I want to chuck this ball at his face. We do our handshake. "How was your summer?" He asked but my mind was still on Jane. I look around for her even though I know where she is. "Fucking great" I nod giving him my half smile. "Get laid?" He chuckled shoving me. "What kind of question is that man?" I smirk and keep walking. "See ya" he yells. Yeah I know you want to know if I did get laid. Of course I've had girlfriends which leaves to the dirty while being friends with Jane and she doesn't care. But I do. Sometimes I even picture these girls as Jane underneath me.

But this summer when I kissed her it all changed. I've always wanted to date Jane but she's never been open to it, thinking she's too "high maintenance" or "not hot". So no, I haven't had sex in actually since summer after sophomore year. But mainly because I'm trying to get Jane out of the friend zone. Even though this girl is sick and fragile I want her. I've never wanted anything more than her. She's so fucking adorable and easy to be around. When I'm around her there's no other place I wanna be.

"There she is" I mumble to myself. "Young man! Close that door! It's gonna get hot today!" The library yells at me before laughing her crazy huge laugh. I raise my eyebrows closing it. I look over at Jane giggling into her hand. I widen my eyes to make her laugh hard. God I can't even explain this girl. Seeing her alone studying in the library before school makes me want to explode. I hurry over and slide down in the chair next to her.

"Hi" she flashes me her hazel eyes. She's wear a pink button up short sleeve tied up infront with one of her favorite skirts. Actually it's my favorite because it's her shortest. (Mwuaha)
"Hey baby" I start to rub her back as she writes. "Will ya stay and come to my game after school? First home game" I have a feeling she'll say no or have some club that's better than me. She looks up again and nods.

"Perfect" I kiss her forehead making her blush. She gives me a knowing grin. "Justinnn" she groans smiling wanting me to stop. I can tell she's trying not to breathe hard but she is.

Every time I touch her this happens. I usually tell her she'll get used to but of course I don't want to push anything. So I help her drink her filtered water. She sighs after and sets her pen down. "Are you still number 6?" She smiles innocently swinging her legs.

I nod and hum "mhm" pulling out my go away jersey for her. "I know guys usually give this to their girlfriends but" I shrug. "Take it" I look over at her and she's giving me that classic Jane smile. The classic is when I can tell she's present and truly happy. Most of the time her smiles are weak and fake, not present. God I want to kiss her so bad.

"Are you sure? Kelcie would literally die for this" she says fixing her posture. I narrow my eyebrows "Jane" I say scoldingly and she snatches it. She then wraps her small arms around me. I slide her on to my knee and she "Justin"'s me again so I set her back in her chair. Doesn't stop me from leaning over and kissing her neck once. "Cmon let me get baby a hot chocolate" I stand up grabbing her bag, heavy for this girl. I help her slide blinders and folders back in the loop it on my free shoulder.

I grab her hand and smile down at her while we walk. She waves to the big crazy library. "Have a good day Miss Salva." I hear that big laugh again "oh honey I will!" She yells back.

I always wonder if she realizes how perfect her hand fits in mine. I look up and instantly wish we went the other way. I feel her let go of my hand and dig through her backpack.

"Hey Justin see you at the game" Valerie rubs my arm. "Right?" I nod at her then at her taller friend Jessica. "I missed you so much over summer. Why didn't you hangout?" Jessica is now talking. I just shrug "traveled and hung out with this girl a lot" I want to die. Now. I feel Jane isn't comfortable. The two bitchy girls eye over my girl and with that I keep walking. I yank Jane who was looking the other way.

She just giggles and waves back to them. Unlike me she never gets jealous with all these sluts who talk to me. Either she knows she doesn't have to be or she's some kind of witch. It's impossible for my temper to not boil when I see some douche even look at Jane.

I set our bags down on a bench and lift her on to it. I laugh a little "is my baby a little out of it this morning?" I rearrange her chin in my direction. Another great time to kiss her. She shakes her head "no" and leans back. "Thanks Justin" she says and coughs into her arm.

A few minutes I come with a hot chocolate and some health bar for her. I sent her mom a picture of both and she gave me the okay. I chuckle seeing Jane surrounded by her friends in the art club.

They all look back at me through glasses or with wide eyes then say goodbye to Jane in different forms. I scowl at some nerd who decides to hug her. "Beat it" I mumble to him and sit down. She reads the back of the health bar casually. "Your mom already said it's okay" I say looking at her bare legs. For some reason they don't grow hair, I think it has something to do with her diseases. Although she's hairless below her shoulders she has perfectly long dark eyelashes not covered by any makeup below too soft eyebrows. Her hair gets lighter in the summer. Like a warm honey brownish blonde.

"I know" she whines. "But I can't open it" she throws her head back feeling weak again. I open it pretending to have a hard time. I snap it into pieces and feed her. "Shit I forgot to tell you" I turn more towards her. "My mom was hitting a knife on the pickle jar right? Like on the lid trying to open it" She watched me in excitement nodding. "But she missed and hit the fuckin ya know jar that glass and it shattered. I saw it all. She almost pissed herself" I laugh thinking about my poor little mom. Her and Jane got along so well.

Jane giggled covering her mouth. She shook her head and patted her backpack. "Please" she looked near to crying. I nod and held her inhaler to her mouth. "Mmm sorry! I had to share babe" I say watching her breathe making the inhaler rattle. "No" she shook her head. "That's so sad but funny. Your mom finds the best pickles" her eye twitched purposely thinking about them.

"My pickle girls" I whisper standing up. I hear another hi justin in some gross girl tone but pretend I hear nothing but Janes small laugh. I grab her and lift her over a big ledge. Then our stuff. She's given up telling me to stop doing things for her because she knows I won't.

Thankfully we have every class together except art and photo for her. Then I have metals and gym without her. I sort of made that happen with the counselor. Ha!