I'm sorry

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by Lisa-stark8

by Lisa-stark8

The song is to make you guys more emotional.
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You laid on the hospital bed with red puffy eyes and nose, you hear a knock and quickly wipe your tears away.

Arima entered the room with a sad expression, he looked down to see you "they did all they could dear, I'm sorry."

~A day later~

You came back home from the hospital and went straight to bed, Arima dropped you off and then went back to work to get some paperwork he needed.

You got off bed and went to the room you and Arima had decorated for the baby that was soon to come, you took the teddy bear Akira had bought for the baby and began to cry holding it tightly like your life depended on it.

After what felt like hours of you crying your eyes out you went back to bed and slept.

You woke up to someone crying, you got up to look around and stopped at the baby's room were the crying was coming from, you opened the door quietly and peeked in only to see your husband crying on the ground holding the picture of your baby's ultrasound.

Seeing Arima like this broke your heart into million pieces, you walked towards him and sat down next to him, he looked up at you and kept crying, you placed his head on your lap and hugged him tightly.

~Flashback~

Sasaki and you were out buying clothing for the baby, he was practically like a son to you, suddenly you felt a pain on your abdomen and fell to your knees, he quickly put down the items he had on hand and took his phone out his pocket and dialed an ambulance.

You woke up in a hospital room and looked around, you saw the doctor coming into the room, "miss (Y/N), I'm sorry to say this but you lost your baby, the cause isn't because of stress or anything, we'll do more further analysis to see what went wrong."

A single tear rolled down your cheek.

~End of flashback~

"I'm sorry Kishou." You cried "please forgive me." He sat up and hugged you tightly "It isn't your fault (Y/N), please don't blame yourself" who could've thought that Arima Kishou the CCG's best investigator would ever cry.

You heard a knock on the door and got up Arima following behind, you opened the door to reveal a really depressed looking Haise, "how have you've been doing mother?" Your eyes soften, he rarely called you mother he usually called you "(Y/N)-san", you had a sad smile on your face...you still had your boy...Kaneki.