Chapter 5

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It's been about two months without Shawn, about two weeks after he left we started talking again. He told me he wasn't actually going to go to New York but he went after Andrew told me because I was so mad, he just figured it would be easier and put less strain on our relationship. "If I weren't in another country," he groans into the phone. Our babies talked to him earlier and he even sang them to sleep like he did when they were young. "But I was thinking," he lays against the couch while I'm curled up in bed with my teddy bear. Usually it'd be Nathan with me but he just left for the army, he's a marine now.

"That's dangerous," I giggle making him roll his eyes. He's asked me out already saying when he comes back to visit, which he should be allowed to do soon, we'll go out together for our own romantic night out. But I can't wait any longer and I was really thinking of flying out to visit him.

"There's lots of room here," he pouts. "And it's super lonely." He looks around. "Maybe you and the kids wanna come fill in the empty space?" I gasp a little and he chuckles. "Yeah? Do you wanna?" I nod frantically at his suggestion.

"I'll get them packing tomorrow, but we'll be over within the next few days." I nod at him while his door is opened. He turns to look but turns back around to smile at me.

"It's just Andrew," he chuckles and I nod. "So you promise you're gonna come visit?" I nod at him giving him a sweet smile.

"Nothing could keep me away my love," I smile at him tracing his face on my phone. "I wish I could kiss you goodnight," I pout and he sighs as well.

"I'd love kisses right now," he runs his hands through his hair. "I should go," he sighs again looking around.

"Yeah me too," I sniff wiping my eyes. "Goodnight teddy bear, I love you."

"I love you too princess." He smiles blowing me a kiss which I do as well before ending the call.

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All our relationship seemed to be built off of was broken promises, empty broken promises. We arrived at his condo and I've never seen our baby girl happier, and then he opened the door. There she was, I don't know her name and I don't want to, she wore half a dress and nothing more from what it seemed. Shawn was overjoyed to see us but I refused to stay or let the kids stay with such a liar. I couldn't trust he'd really take care of our young angels. They deserve more than lies, and I thought we would be over that by now. "Are you ready for bed?" I raise an eyebrow at Mercy. I got us a hotel room with with three beds, Kaiden is sleeping with me, Adam gets his own bed and Mercy and Jericho share one.

"Why didn't we stay with daddy?" Poor Mercy's heart was broken when we left her dad. He looked heartbroken too, I told him if he'd moved on that I would too and he didn't enjoy those words.

"Daddy has someone else staying with him." I explain brushing my hand over her head. I recently cut her off of breast milk and she's completely ok with it, she went through some fits in the beginning but she's fine now. "I'll bring you to see him tomorrow if you go to sleep now," I point and she nods running to her bed. She's been angry with him but she sobbed when she saw his face. It was the cutest thing ever and our night would've been perfect if it weren't for the other girl with him that he forgot to mention.

"Room service," someone knocks at the door. The boys watch tv but Mercy's been trying to figure out this whole Shawn situation.

"I didn't order anything?" I move closer to the door. There's no peephole in this hotel but it's supposed to be top of the line and I wanted the best for my babies after what happened at their dads place.

"It's from the handsome man downstairs," I roll my eyes and open the door to a grinning Shawn who tries to step in. My attempts to shut the door are useless after Mercy sees him.

"Daddy!" Our little girl scream jumping high enough to reach his hips. She then climbs her way up his body giving him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "I missed you lots," she smiles hugging him tighter.

"I missed you too princess," he walks into the room after I walk to where the boys sit. I wear my long socks Shawn Mendes sweatshirt and short shorts, he smiles at my appearance. "And I missed you too," he sets her down along with the boys that have jumped on him moving towards me pressing his body against mine and leaning forward until I can't lean back any more. "A lot," his lips connect with my neck as I let him do nothing more.

"I wish I could say the same," I move away but he catches me by the long arm of the sweatshirt, I'm tiny and I bought it about three sizes too big so I could curl up in it and be a little ball of happiness.

"I know you missed me." He pulls at the sweatshirt.

"It wouldn't matter you've got a girlfriend and I'm gonna find myself a boyfriend." I lay in the bed.

"Come on, I'll send her home you guys can stay with me tonight, and if you still think we're dating tomorrow after the show you promised to attend then I'll let you go home." He nods as do I, it's a fair deal and I did promise him I'd go.

"Whatever," I scoff even though I love the idea, spending another night with my man. I haven't seen him in a long time and a night together sound really nice.

"Grab your toys," he smiles at the babies who nod frantically. I promised to take them to the New York concert he's playing tomorrow because he played Toronto but we were out of town and he was mad at me. "Do you want some help with your suitcase?" He smiles at the bag and then my struggle to get it up.

"Sure," I nod. "That would be very nice, thank you." He nods grabbing the luggage and the hand of one of our baby boys bringing Adam up and onto his back. "Alright Jericho,"

"Kaiden," he rolls his eyes a little I shake my head at myself and lift him.

"Sorry bud." I kiss his cheek and lift Mercy. "Look at that princess," I smile at her nervous look. "We get to stay with daddy after all."

-

He lays me gently in the bed being ever so gentile with my small body. "I'm sorry the night wasn't what we had planned." He whispers popping a bottle of champagne. I sit myself up moving to find his bathroom and scope it out to decide wether or not it's worthy.

"Why don't we hang out in here baby?" I call biting my lip softly while running a bath. "When we get our new house," I smile at the thought. "We're gonna have a huge bathtub." Our lips attach.

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