A short CreepyPasta (Tulpa)

Tulpa

My name is Shijie, I'm 21 years old and I have a frightening story to share.

Two years ago, I was employed by several researchers, they were researching a phenomenon called "Tulpas" sentient being that are created in your mind and can think like a real person, you can design. How they look, act and so on so forth, it seemed fun, plus, I would be paid for just sitting there and trying to create one.

I signed up, the researches were extremely excited to get started, they put me in a simulated room with a few hidden cameras to make me feel at home, after which, they educated me on Tulpas and how to make them. After which, they left me and I sat there, creating a world in my Mind space trying to create this so called "Tulpas". It took awhile, with me conversing with my Tulpa I named Nepgear, she was short, young, cute, with purple hair, basically some sort of cute anime girl. She was from the Japanese animation "Hyperdimension Neptunia" and I wanted to make her a reality.

It took awhile, i went to the research centre everyday, sitting in the same room and attempting to imagine my Tulpa, I just sat there, day after day, I just kept going for six hours, each time, I got better at it, soon enough, I managed to fit my Tulpa right into my Mind space, I talked to her, played rock paper scissors, and told her about the different personalities in which I wanted to make her have. I explained to her about being conscientious, being kind, and over time, we were having actual conversation with each other! She could hear my thoughts, I could hear hers, it was perfect.

Now, one day, I was having a date, after the date, I told my Tulpa my date was wearing a green shirt, however, my Tulpa told me I was wrong, and she was in fact wearing a yellow shirt, I thought about it, and, Nepgear was right, freaked out by this, I quicky ran back to the researchers but they told me that it was normal. They said I knew I was wrong on a subconscious level and I corrected myself. It was cool! I was talking to my subconscious. Soon, I realised the extent of what Nepgear could do, she could recite entire lengths and pages of books I've read once or twice, she could also tell me the single things I've learnt in math class and forgotten immediately.

Over time, I started getting more used to talking with Nepgear, I even started bringing her along with friends as a secret and since I didn't have to talk aloud, I could just send a message to her by thinking and she could do the same, like a secret friend, I even brought her along on a date in which I thought was going badly, but Nepgear corrected me, she told me about all the small details such as my girlfriend leaning closer to me at times or laughing a little too hard at my jokes, overall, it turned out to be a good date after all.

However, one day, everything changed.
A concerned friend of mine, BanterousSor/Sor (Allowed me to add him to this CreepyPasta) rang on my doorbell multiple times, I opened the door and he came in yelling at me and telling me what a d*** I was for not answering his calls, I felt guilty and was even about to hit the bar with him, but Nepgear suddenly grew very angry, she told me "hit him" and before I knew what I was doing, I did. I heard his nose break in front of me and I also delivered two Savage kicks to his ribcage. He was sprawled on the floor and ran off, soon, the police arrived and questioned me, they didn't have hard evidence so I was left off with a warning.

Nepgear and I spent the rest of the night gloating about giving BanterousSor/Sor a black eye and a cut lip, the next morning, I woke up and found something strange. I wasn't the one who got angry, in fact, I felt guilty and was about to hit the bar with him, no, it was Nepgear who got mad and started the issue, I questioned Nepgear and she told me this frightening line "You don't need him anymore, you don't need anyone anymore, you have me". I was shocked, but I knew, if Nepgear went out of control, I had to Put. Her. Down.

Up to now, it was natural for me to envision Nepgear, so I started actively NOT envisioning her, and it worked, I could get rid of her hours at a time, but each time she came back, she looked a little more different. Her teeth grew more jagged and her purple hair started turning dark purple and eventually to black, her arms also started turning into huge swords that looked terrifying. When I fell asleep, she would constantly torture me until I woke up, she even told me how she was going to gank my family and kill them all!

But over time, it started to work, she stopped appearing in my dreams, I kept going to the research centre because I needed the money, I thought they didn't know, but I was wrong. One day, two burly men came up to me and dragged me to a table where the doctors injected some sort of concoction of drugs and medicine into me, I started hallucinating and lost control, I started to see Nepgear again, she no longer looked like the cute anime girl I envisioned her to be, no, she now looked like a monster, and an eerie music, one that's most likely mixed with lavender town and a distorted version of Neptunia Sagashite would play.

Eventually, I resigned from the Research centre after my contract was up, I quickly locked myself up in my storage room and didn't come out until a week later, I had been living on bottled water and canned food, I finally stopped envisioning Nepgear, she was gone, finally.

One day, my mother called, she said that a huge wave of murders in my family have been started, they were all ganked in the same fashion. I was shocked, I heard the same music at the funeral when Nepgear would appear, up to now, I still hear it, a little louder now......

Hope you enjoyed it!
- tohgamer