Today I sat
And thought
I thought about all those times your breath was mine
About that time that I was all you wanted
But again I thought
Of that time you wanted her
You wanted her more than you wanted me
I cried
My heart bled
The bruises I got just trying to get every last morsel of you out of me
I wanted your face out of my smile
I wanted your smile out of my eyes
I wanted your scent out of my body
I wanted your finger prints dusted from my heart
Yet despite the wounds
I still couldn't let you go
I saw you everywhere
And I followed your ghost
Yes love is blind
But mine was stupid too
So much of you in me I wanted to kill
But I lacked the strength...