Alone In The Dark (FanFic Nathan Sykes)

Chapter 5 Forgotten

Chapter 5 Forgotten

i couldn't breath. i just waited till it was all done.My pain,My Life,Everyone hateing me. It will all be gone. Im sorry mum an dad im sorry for who everonw who  hates me im sorry if i was a dissapointment mum and dad you guys knew i tried my best and im sorry please forgive me i was the one who was suppose to die not you guys i thought. I slowdly closed my eyes when i heared a scream "OH MY GOD LIZ!!" it was Leslie she got on the stool and cut the rope which let me go "NO NO NO LIZ YOUR NOT DEAD!! she screamed and with that. It went dark...

I woke up my vision was still blurry so i closed my eyes " oh my god Liz your awak thank god" it was Leslie. I opened my eyes and she had tears in her eyes "please don't do that again please please Liz i don't know what i'll ever do without you i won't leave you if you won't leave me please" she said crying "L..Leslie" i said "don't cry please it's ok i deserve it it's my fault that my parents are dead i have to do it Les its my only hope" i said 

"no it's not Liz" she said holding my hand and squezing it "Sh.sh. Les it's ok i do deserve it its for the best ok Les everything will be better with me gone" i said my phone starts to ring its a text from........Nathan i haven't talked to him since...wait what day it it? "Leslie what day is it? i ask " its August 2 you were sleep for 2 whole weeks" Leslie said. I realized today is mums birthday "Happy Birthday mum" i say

i feel a tears come down my face i looked at my phone and saw the text Nathan send me   Hey you ok i haven't talked to you in two weeks im starting to get worried?-Nathanxxx

Yea im fine just at the hospital im fine thanks:)-Lizxx 

i dont know why but i felt like i could trust Nathan he wouldn't judge me and he would care less of how i looked. "hey les when can i leave?" i asked "the doctor said tommorow if your feeling ok" she said tears still driping down her face like a waterfall "oh" i said i really hated hospitals i just want to go hme. i put on my ear phones and started listening to my songs i recorded full blast. I started thinking about my mum and dad.There gone Forever and i could do nothing about it.

Dream

"Hey Cheeseburger why dont you go back from where you came from? No one cares about you not even your mum or dad why dont you go cut yourself?!" Brian said to me while i was walking home "Leave me alone brian" i said ignoring him "and why would i do that" he said catching up to me and pinning me up against the wall "your just a worthless piece of shit that no one cares for you" brian said punching my stomach and kicking me i couldn't do nothing so i just let him beat me up after he was gone and done hurting me i went home. "oye mija te boy a dar un en salada mira k gorda estas!!!!" (hey daughter im going to give you a salad look how fat you are!!) my mum said to me "Thanks mum" i said and runing up to my room and cry and listen to my music when my dad burst into my door angry. "porke no ases algo mija mira poreso tas asi de gorda.porke no eres como tu ermana!! ( why don't you do anything daughter this is why your so fat.Why aren't you like your sister!!) my dad said yelling at me i couldn't do nothing .so i just listened.

End Of Dream

Ever sice that day i became anorexic my parents hated me even more cuz they thougth i was a skeleton and should eat. And that i was setting a bad example for my little brother. As i woke up from my dream it was already day "Hey girl your clothing are over there go get dressed and we could head home" Leslie said i got up and dressed with my skeleton leggings and a BVB shirt i put on my combackboots and i was ready to go.

I got a text from Nathan

Hey want to go get some coffe at starbucks my treat :)-Nathanxx

I'd Love that i'd be right over:)-Lizxx

"hey leslie i got to go met someone at starbucks i'll see ya at home" i said "Ok be carefull" she said worry in her voice"ok" i said i got in my car and headed for starbucks,I went inside finding people alot of people inside i couldn't see Nathan. I moved througth the crowed and i went to a table and sat down i texted Nathan to see where he was

Where are ya im already here?-Lizxx he texted back not a minute later

Im here just let me get through the fans-Nathanxx

Fans? what did he mean by fans? i looked at my arms "Fuck" i cused under my breathed my cuts were showing what will Nathan think?...Wait why am  i thinking what will Nathan think why would i care? When i looked up there he was those green eyes and that smile that takes your breath away."hey" he said "Hi" i said "can i sit" he asked i rolled my eyes playfully "go ahead your the one who invited me here" i said laughing "True" he said i put my arms down the table for Nathan wouldn't see my cuts."There so many people here" i said looking around "yea" he said looking at me i could feel a blush coming on me. "so what did you mean by fans?" i said "oh well im in the band called The Wanted"he said smiling oh now i remember him i loved there songs they got me through everything. I smiles a waitress came and took our orders " i'll have a tea" me and Nathan said at the same time we just laughed.I could see that the waitress was flirting with Nathan gross i thougth.She just gave me a disguisting look and i just smiled at her."here are your teas" she said giving Nathan a flirty wink.I just couln't help but laugh "does this happen all the time" i asked still laughing "yea everytime" he said getting annoyed but still smiling i picked up my tea 

And Nathan stared at my arm what was he stari- oh shit my arm!! i put my cup down and put my arm down the table giving Nathan a fake smile "Whats that?" Nathan asked "Oh nothing" i said lieying "cmon let me see" he said i put my arms on the table. Nathan gasped at my arms i put them back down why the fuck did i forget to put my jacket on LIZ YOU IDIOT!!

"but wait why where you in the hospital?" he asked looking worried why did everyone worry im fine everythings fine!!! "i tried comiting suicide" i whisper for he couldnt hear me "What?!" he asked "I tried comiting suicide" i said a little more clearly.Nathans face was shocked he just stood there like a statue

"say something" i said "why did you do it?" he asked i just shrugged looking down "Liz look at me" he said his voice in worry i looked up at him "why?" i signed "becasue everyone hates me and i thinks it will make everyone more happy if im gone.And its my fauly my parents are gone so why not?" i said looking down

i was on the edge of tears but i didn't let it show.why did he even care anyway we just met 2 weeks ago? i bearly know him?my phone buzzed i got it out.My heart dropped my heart started to hurt and i felt a little dizzy the person who texted me was.

Aldo......