~Save Me Father's~

Losing Him.....

|Brooklynn's POV| 

I woke up to look around to see Jack on my right and Mark on my left. I slowly go up and out of there arms. I went down stairs to see Ethan holding Y/N on the couch. Kathrine on the other side. Tyler was sleeping on the floor. I then ran out side and across the street because that is where all my clothes are. Once I finally found some clothes I changed into one of my tee shirts with my logo on it. Then a pair of leggings to go with it. And my white splatter paint converse. Man these shoes bring me back.

After I was done changing I kept hearing my phone go off. I look to see Ben had called me several times and he only had one voicemail. I started to listen to it before I called him. 

"Hey B.... I know you are not answering my calls so I will have to tell you through this... I don't think we should be together anymore.. Because I can't go to Ireland or L.A. I have to stay here in Brighton for work and I can't do this long distance thing.... Sooo yeah.. Bye." After I heard those words from my phone I threw it across the room. I cried on Ethan's couch. I cried my eye's and heart out. The man that I loved just dumped me out of know where. I'm not good enough for any one.. I don't deserve to be here. I'm just going to get played every time. I can't take it at least my heart can't... I then thought about something I haven't done in a long time... I know Jack and Mark and everyone hates it when I do but why would they care... Nobody does..

'B don't think like that..' I could hear Book say to me.. but not even she can stop me now. I then ran up stairs and grabbed my razor from my suitcase. I then ran to the bathroom. I cut myself multiple times. I thought of all my bullies, my lovers, how ugly and stupid I am. I thought about how much happier Jack and Mark will be without me. I tried to wake out of the bathroom but I was starting to get dizzy. I walked into Ethan and Y/N's bedroom and saw a desk with paper on it. I started to write as I was slowly dying..

"Dear to whom may be reading this,

                                          I love you Mark, Ethan, Y/N, Tyler, Kathrine, and Jack.... Thank you for adopting me and starting our story... How we defeated my step dad and step mom. How we defeated Dark, Anti, Wilford, and Google. Most of all one of my favorite days ever still remains on the first day I saw you walk through those wooden doors. I was so hopeful that you would adopt me. I will never be able to forget it. Thank you for being there for me but I need to go... I can't sit around and be alone forever. I'm tired of getting my heart broken over boys that play me like cards. Thank you for reading.... I will see you in the next video, I love you all, stay cranky, High-fives all around, and I will see all you dudes in the next videooooooo!

                                                                   - Brooklynn Elizabeth McLoughin"

One I finished I could hear people come in. I ran back to the bathroom putting my note on the counter.Then slamming the door. I could hear footsteps upstairs. I then put long lines down my arms... Trying to bleed to death before they can get to me. I could hear voices but they were unclear. 

|Jack's POV|

I heard a door slam from up stairs as we walked into Ethan's house trying to find B. I then ran up the stairs calling for her. I then heard breathing from inside the bathroom. I looked at Mark with worried eyes as he said,

"BROOKLYNN OPEN THE DOOR!!!!" I then started to run my shoulder into the door to break it down. As did Mark. The door then flew open to reveal... may little girl bleeding to death on the floor. Mark started to call 911. I ran to her side putting my shirt on her wounds to stop the bleeding. I then saw the paramedics come in and take her away. Before I ran to them I saw a note. I picked it up and ran. I saw Mark running behind me. I ran faster than I ever have before. I ran all the way(no that way not a reference.... okay maybe a little but now is not the time)to the hospital. Once I arrived they took her to the C section... The surgery room.... I can't lose her... I just can't..... I sat down and started to cry. As the other came in and sat down next to me. I then pulled that paper out of my pocket and read it slowly in my head. I could feel Mark reading it over my shoulder.. I started to cry even more at all the memories she was bringing up.. The last part made me stop everything. I was reading Mark's, Ethan's, and my own outro. I looked at Mark and saw him balling his eyes out quietly. No one made a sound. Everyone was crying with tears streaming down there faces.I looked down at my shoes. What were you thinking B....

|Brooklynn's POV|

I woke up in an hospital bed.. GOD DAMMIT JACK!!!! I WANTED TO FUCKING DIE LET ME DIE! I thought. I saw Docter's staring at me. 

"What is it?" I ask them and they started to whisper till a young nurse spoke up.

"You survived most people usually die with that much blood lose." She said as I looked down at my feet. I couldn't think I didn't want to. But all I could think about what there faces would look like when they came in to see my failure. I can't even kill myself right.....

AUTHORS NOTE:

                              HELLO THERE MY LITTLE NOTES IT'S BROOKALANA HERE!!!!! Sorry for not updating as much but school just started trying to get the hang of high school. All that jazz. But I hope you liked the chapter and yes what a cliff hanger. As always I will see you on the next page. I love you all!!! STAY FABULOUS!!!!TOODLES!!!!!