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Half - Vent

Do I have to change to be liked?
Do I have to be who you want me to be to be friends?

Do I have to do what you tell me to do- just to get your approval?

Do I have to do some crazy stunt just to get your attention?

Maybe I can work with that.

But when you make me dress the way you want. Am I who I really am? Or am I just some slave or clone?

And when you want to vent and cry- I lend a shoulder. Willingly, too.

And then- when I cry- or when I need a friend to stick a hand out my way.. you tell me that you don't want to deal with that stuff? That.. It's not your issue?

I see.
Maybe I'm not who you want me to be.

And because of that I lost friends.

Yet- I still smile.
I'm still there for you.

But when were you ever there for me?

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You told me to close my eyes.
And so I did.
You told me to hold out my hand.
And so I did.
You told me to fall back- and that you'd catch me.
And so I did.
But you didn't.

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