Midnight Thoughts

Stranded

Leaving. You're so good at that. Maybe it's because you've had so much practice. Maybe it's because it's the only thing you know. Maybe because that's your normal, or maybe it's because your scared. Maybe it's because you're afraid of everything you have right now. The good, nothing but just an illusion. An movie you're watching. Not your life, the one you're existing in. But does that justify the actions you've made? Hurting others by leaving them, to fight your own demons...are you making the right decisions? you know how cruel words can be....so why, say them to others. Why make them feel the way you have? Why? Is it worth it? To see the pain you've caused. Does it help you feel satisfaction? What does that make you? Who does that make you? human.