Forever and Ever [On Hold]

Chapter 4

I step out of the car and walk over to Danielle, who is wearing a light green bikini. The other girls wave us over and I see they’re all wearing bikinis. I look down at my full piece and sigh. Why can’t I be super thin like them? They all run over to the water with their boyfriends. Aimee, Zayn and I stay behind. To be honest I love swimming. But I just feel so insecure in my togs. ‘I’m gonna go sunbake’ Aimee says leaving Zayn and I alone. I sigh and take off my dress and thongs. Zayn’s eyes roam up and down my body and I feel an urge to pull my dress back on. I knew I’d look fat in these togs. I ignore it and lie down on the sand, letting my body soak up every bit of sun I can get. I open my eyes and still find Zayn looking at me. ‘What?’ I asked annoyed. He doesn’t have to make it so obvious that I look fat. ‘It’s just, you look so sexy’ he says finally. If I had been standing I would have fallen over. ‘Sure’ I say looking at the ground. ‘Don’t you believe me?’ he says. In answer I just lower my head further. ‘Georgia’ he says kneeling next to me. ‘How can you think that you’re not beautiful?’ he asks. ‘I’m not having this conversation with you’ I say turning my head away but his hand pulls me back around so I’m facing him. ‘Tell me’ he says. I sigh. ‘All those girls, they’re so thin and I’m here with a huge bust and I don’t have a flat stomach. I can’t wear what they wear. And they always find a way to rub in my face by what they wear’ I say and I feel tears well up in my eyes. I look away again. ‘Georgia, believe me when I say this. You are stunning, sexy, beautiful, smart, gorgeous. Everything a guy would want’ he says. I sigh and look away again. ‘Why don’t you believe me?’ he asks. ‘Well, in highschool, I only ever had one boyfriend, who cheated on me for another girl. She was so much prettier than me. Thin, beautiful, popular. Everything I wanted to be. And I had to spend every day watching them together. It just made me think that I don’t deserve to have someone’ I say. Zayn lifts my chin so that I’m looking into his gorgeous brown eyes. He wipes one of my tears away with the edge of his thumb. ‘You do deserve to have someone Georgia’ he says. I look down and he sighs. Then I feel his lips press against mine. Fireworks go off all through me. Our lips move in sync and his hand rests on my waist. He pulls me closer and the kiss becomes more intense. I smile against his lips and so does he. When he pulls away he leans his forehead against mine. ‘You do deserve someone. And I’d really like to be that someone’ he says. I smile and kiss him again.