Does Anything Matter?

Chapter 6

[Jack's POV]

     Finally, Mark broke​ the, obviously awkward, silence.
     "Jack, I am SO sorry. I did-"
     "It's fine. Like I said, I'm retarded. I just thought someone actually liked me.", I said, tears reluctantly rolling down my cheeks, "I'll just leave, and you won't have to see me again, I promise." I started walking out of the bathroom.
     "Sean wait!", Mark shouted.
     "Why? There's no point anymore.", I replied, refusing to look back at Mark. Nothing was said, just silence. The same uncomfortable silence.
     "Look," I said, looking back at him, "We're all gonna die one day, and my purpose to be on this earth is non-existent. In other words, I'm really doing the world a favor."
     "But we need you here, I need you here!", Mark replied.
     "No, you'll be fine when I'm gone. Jaesus Mark, you won't even realize I'm not there. The earth will still rotate when I'm dead, so yeah, I'm not special, unique, or any significance in this world.", I explained.
     "But you ARE significant! God damnit Jack!", he yelled. Mark pulled me in for a hug. "Don't you EVER think that you don't matter to them, or me! Jack, I DO like you, just, not like that. At least, not anymore, but Felix does! Go get someone who deserves you!" Mark started crying.
     "I DON'T WANT HIM MARK! I WANT YOU! BUT YOU DON'T WANT ME, NOR DO YOU LIKE ME! SO I'LL JUST DO THE YOU AND THE WORLD A FAVOR BY KILLING MYSELF! I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY, SO I'LL LEAVE SO THAT YOU CAN BE HAPPY!", I yelled, crying harder than I was earlier.
     "Jack, I don't WANT you gone! I just-", Mark started.
     "Then what DO you want?! I just want you to be happy.", I cried out.
     "I want you! BUT I can't have you, so just go be happy with Felix. I don't deserve you.", Mark blurted.   

     I started walking towards Mark. I cupped his cheeks, pulling him in for a kiss. Our lips met, and I expected Mark to pull away, but instead, he kissed back. Eventually, I ended up pulling away, only to speak.
     "Mark, I don't WANT Fe. I want you, but I can't have you, since Amy has already claimed you as her own. But, I can still be your friend.", I said, calmly.
     "We can still do this, right?", Mark asked.
     "I don't know, can we?~", I replied, swinging my hips as I walked out of the bathroom. Mark just whined. 'That was, okay?', I thought to myself.

-----A/N~-----
Yup, another shitty pre-written chapter here! Also, I got my hair cut!(I'll put it in my life story book.) I'm so happy, since I'm starting to look more masculine! Yay! Anyway, I'll see ya in the next pre-written chapter! BUT BYE!
~<3Cade

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