Falling for the one who got bullied

Chapter four

Dakota continues to pull me away from the two boys who made me feel welcome to the school I had just arrived at. She pulls me away with happiness for her self and all my anxiety I once had, felt like it was returning. I remember the time I had told Dakota about why I'm skinny, why I look fit and why I wear jeans. I started when we caught me.
She caught me throwing up in the toilet. She told me she watched me. Wanted me make my self vomit everything I had eaten that night.
She knew I hated myself at this point and I had told her I wanted to make my self feel good. She had promised me that day that she wouldn't tell anyone about me forcing food out of my stomach.
She also promised me that she would have never told anyone about my self harming problem... the reason behind myself wearing jeans.
In all seasons
Summer, autumn, winter and spring. I wouldn't wear anything else apart from track pants...
and now that I'm making new friends and wanting to start fresh from the bullling, and everything that had happened at my recent school she's using all my secrets against me so I don't leave her.
Dakota is very uptight, protective, needy, she's everything that I wanted in a best friend but when it comes to guys I like, talk to... she's really picky... and she has always been like that, and now she's doing it with the twins....

Being honest I would rather have the two boys and be picked on again then have people like her and her friends who party, get drunk and have sex with who ever gives it to them first.
Dakota still begins to pull me away from the two boys who I couldn't even look at because I knew that I had made the wrong discussion..
"Come on Zee Scott wants to see you!" Dakota says with a squeal and drags me further and further away from those who I actually wanted to be with.
I roll my eyes and continue walking at her fast pace
"Dakota I have bloody class!" I snap realising that it was 3rd and 4th period.
"All well, you and Scott have to talk" she spits and continues to ignore the face that I like going to class.
We get over to the group and Scott was sitting there on his phone.
"Scott!!" Dakota yells, he raises his head and his eyes widen. I roll my eyes at his actions.
"Zara, hey.." he smiles and walks up to us both. I reply with a blunt hi and yank my arm out of dakota's grip. I look at the floor not making eye contact with anyone around me.
It's my first day at a new school and I already hate it. I met the twins and now I can't even see them because Dakota has something against me.
I feel that I shouldn't care what she tells people because she knows if she does she looses me for ever, but then again I don't want anyone knowing...
"Zara?" Dakota shoves me in the side.
"What" I reply with an annoyed town.
"Talk to him" she smiles and points to Scott who was standing there in silence.
He smiles and I look away rudely.
"Zara?!" She almost yells.
" for fuck sakes fine!" I yell at her sitting at a table a few steps away.
I just swore... gee Dakota is really getting to me... I don't usually us that kind of language...
I look up to see Scott walking over.
"Look I get if you don't wanna talk to me, no pressure" he replays sitting down beside me, unsure on my actions.
I think about how he's been acting. He called me babe or was it baby? One of the two and now he's being all nice? I'm over fake people and it's not even home time..
"No offence Scott but I really don't want to be here and I'm not given much of a choice so I suggest you just leave me be.." I state nicely but firmly so he gets what I'm trying to say. He places a hand on my thigh and grabs my chin.
"Please... let me in... I think your.." he begins to state.
"No, get off me, don't touch me. I'll be here but I don't want anything to do with any of you guys in any way. I'm forced to be here when I don't want to be, so just leave me be!" I almost yell removing his hands off of me and get up.
He begins to say something when Dakota comes over to me.
"Zee, are you coming to my party this weekend?" She smiles at me and then to Scott. I think about it... I think hard. Maybe I could go and mingle with other people...
"Yeah I guess so" I bluntly reply.
"Are you going with Scott" she smiles at him.
"No she's not, she wants nothing to do with me Dakota, she's a slut just like you" he replays angerly and walks over to the group of boys who all greeted him with a shoulder shove..
"What happened there!" She says rudely.
"Look D, I'll be here for you, but I'm not getting involved with those get around boys. I don't need them in my life" I state smiling at her.
"So it means you only need me!" She squeals excitedly.
"Yes D, I don't need them" I smile back.
She squeals again and wraps me in a hug.
Even though I hate Dakota at this moments she's still my only friend and I've known her forever. I know that the two Dolan twins made me feel like I was more but I just met them. Maybe Dakota was right. Maybe I shouldn't be hanging out with them...
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Hey guys!
Agh I hates writing that end bit so much! But I don't want this book to be short. I want detail and drama. I know what's gonna happen. And her and the Dolan twins will come together.. eventually... but not in he first 4 chapters...
spice and drama.
That's all I think this books needs 💕
Hope you enjoy!!
Lots of love
Mrs Dolan 💕