There's a murder in the school! {A Markiplier x Reader fan fiction}

{Chapter 5} A Childhood Secret

~Mark's P.O.V~
When I was born there was something wrong with me. I had to be taken to the doctor's. They didn't know what it was...But I just didn't feel anything. I didn't feel sorrow, I didn't feel joy, not even excitement, my mother, one night told me "I was once like you. Until one day I found the cure. By myself, and I had to do some things to get the cure. You'll soon follow in those steps one day." My father was mad. He was mad because he wanted a normal child. One who felt sorrow or joy. All I could feel was pity. Pity for my father. So I faked my emotions at home, but I guess it still didn't work, because every night he would still cry, I guess he knew at school I was just. Myself. Some children at school would think I was creepy some would try and bully me, but all I ever did was stand there...but when I figured out my father knew about this I started faking emotions at school too. Every place I went to I had to fake. Even when I was alone. Fake. All the memories. Fake. Everything was just fake, but one day in high school, I found my cure. I knew what my mother meant now. I've always dreamed of her too. I thought she wasn't real. I felt happiness and something else...when I saw her. But when I saw her with another boy, I felt anger and jealousy, I could never let him have her. But I didn't know how to deal with him, that was the only problem. Until I met Sean. Sean doesn't know about this...this...childhood secret...I've kept the acting for so long, it almost seems as if I'm a normal person. But deep on the inside. I. Know. I'm. Not. Everything I've kept on the inside I have felt nothing all these years. That girl....she will BE mine. I will do anything for her, I can't just let go of something that makes me feel...human.