With the pain in your chest, you can't stand no more, so tired you just want to fall to the floor, exhausted form smiling every single day, no matter what the pain won't go away, feel so hopeless you just want to cry, when no one can help you or even say why, the darkness took over the life you once had, It left you so lonely and frightened and sad, you thought this was it, things can get no worse, you're tired of fighting the eternal curse, but each day gets harder, and harder to bare, when you think of the future you don't really care, each day you wake up wishing it's your last, it's raining today, dark and overcast, the monster inside is the worst thing that's happened, more painful than anything ever imagined, still I live with the hopes things will one day get better, that this pain inside will not last forever.
