forever ♡ ms

15

One night, Yongsun called her at 1 am to discuss the fact that she had finally had her first time after months of denying her boyfriend because she felt like she wasn't ready. She was excited but openly admitted that it wasn't what she imagined. Moonbyul could hardly get the words out her mouth, she only mumbled the typical 'mhm' 'ooh' when she was required to. Yongsun was use to that when it came to talking about boys so she thought nothing of it. When they hanged up, Moonbyul felt her body shake into an uncontrollable fit. Tears rolled down her face and her fingers gripped her legs tightly. Moonbyul had never experienced a panic attack before and had no idea how to calm down. Her breathing was exasperated and shallow. A thought crossed her mind that she should call Yongsun back, get her to tell her to calm down and say that everything will be fine. But then she remembers that she is probably back in his arms. The thought made things worse. It wasn't until after 10 minutes of shaking and hyperventilating that her mom cracked open the door in concerned. She came to her daughter's side and soothed her into breathing normally again.

Her mom sighed and hugged her daughter tightly after she hears the words "I love her".