Isabel's eyes opened wide, as if she had saw a ghost, an unusual ghost.
I pushed Cassandra off of me.
"Baby, it isn't what it looks-"
"It's exactly what it looks like." Cassandra cut me off.
"I came here to get my babygirl back, I came here to pack up her shit and for us to leave."
By this time, I'm already putting on my pants. Isabel's emotions are unpredictable, when she gets mad, she wants to kill, she wants to hurt.
By surprise, she looked at me and said "ok." and simply walked out of the room. Okay? Just Okay? Cassandra and I both knew that this wasn't like her, we jumped up and followed her to our room. By the time we reached the bedroom door, half of my clothes, and shoes were thrown around the room while she is crying. Cassandra was standing in front of me as if she wanted to protect me from something, from her.
"TWO FUCKING YEARS!TWO FUCKING YEARS AND THIS IS WHAT I GET BACK?!!!!!! I GAVE YOU MY ALL, I GAVE YOU MY LAST, I GAVE YOU MY HEART, MY BODY, I GAVE YOU MY EVERYTHING!TWO FUCKING YEARS! ALL I WANTED WAS FOR SOMEONE TO LOVE ME, BUT NOOOOOOO THAT'S JUST TOO MUCH FOR ISABEL TO ASK FOR RIGHT?!!! FUCK ISABEL! LET YOU JUST INVITE SOMEONE, SOME EX TO COME OVER AND LET HER FUCK ME WHILE MY GIRLFRIEND IS IN THE OTHER ROOM, BUT FUCK ISABEL! ISABEL MEANS NOTHING TO NO ONE! FUCK MY LIFE!"
She was outrageous, she was like a mad woman, as if someone had tooken something away from her, but I did take something away from her, I took away her trust, by not stopping my ex, our ex, from giving me pleasure.
Mistakenly Cassandra said "Isabel, you're too loud, the neighbors might hear you, it's not her fault, it's mine, it's all mine, just shut up okay?"
Isabel turned around, hate in her eyes. I've never seen her become this mad, it made me terrified. Right when I looked into her eyes, my bones shattered and my heart turned into dust, my body shook. There was a knife on the bed, she must've gotten it when she heard the moans from her ex girlfriend... I knew I was her ex by now, no doubt about it.
Isabel quickly grabbed the knife and charged at Cassandra, Cassandra dodged her and moved to the side, I tried to move, but I felt some pinch. I looked at the both of them, both of their mouths were open in disbelief, water in their eyes. Then I looked down and saw the knife in my chest, I guess my adrenaline was pumping, because I didn't feel anything.
Next thing I know, I see darkness, but I hear Cassandra in one of my ears telling me "She didn't mean it, she didn't mean it, keep holding on. Don't leave her, don't leave me." Then I heard Isabel in my other ear crying "Baby, I didn't mean it, I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry, forgive me, I love you." Then, there was complete darkness, and I couldn't hear anything.
Next thing i remember, I'm in a hospital bed, Cassandra is wrapped up in a blanket, asleep, on the other side of the room. But Isabel is staring at me. Holding my hand, eyes red, it looks like she hasn't slept for hours.
"Hey baby", she whispered in a weak voice.
"wha-what happ-?"
"Shhh, don't say anything. Just rest and listen to me. I caught you having sex with Cassandra, I lost my temper, I tried to stab her out if anger and hatred, but she moved, and instead I stabbed you. I'm so sorry baby."
She began to cry again. I raised my hand to wipe away her tears. I felt as if I had been hit by a diesel, I felt weak, my body felt weak, but my heart was hurting even more.
"I'm sorry too babygirl.."
"It's okay, you don't have to apologize, Cassandra told me that you tried to stop her, and that you kept on telling yourself to not give in and that your girlfriend was in the next bedroom" ....It wasn't my mind afterall, I was actually telling myself to be faithful.
She kept on going on "the doctors aids that it was only a few inches away from your heart, once I heard that news I wanted to kill myself, to know that I almost touched my babygirls heart, and almost ended it forever. I forgive you, I love you, you're still my baby, you're still my world, I love you."
Those words made my life, it made my heart actually beat again, not to actually hear that my heart would've been stabbed by the love of my life, but to hear that everything will be okay.I was slowly drifting back into a much more, peaceful sleep.
"That's it, go back to sleep baby, Cassandra will be gone first thing in the morning, and we will go back to our normal lives." She used to word "normal" again, didn't she see that we weren't normal? Didn't she see that we would never be close to "normal?
The next morning, Isabel drove me back home, I opened up the door to a peaceful home, she was right, Cassandra did leave first thing in the morning, she was gone, I don't know where she went, or if she was even sleep, I didn't even say goodbye.
I went to go lay in my bed...... with my normal girlfriend....
