As An Irwin

An A fucking Star

Ashton's POV

"Damnit Sammi, we can work this out okay. Please the wedding is in 6 months we won't get the money back now. Sam, Sammi babe look"

"No baby your not liste-"

I heard the familiar ringing sound signifying that she had hung up on me. Sammi, my fiance, isn't too happy with me. Well actually she is breaking up with me six months before our wedding. So yeah, Sammi isn't very happy at the minute. I said a few things I shouldn't have and Sammi being Sammi she didn't take it lightly.

She has already boxed up all her belongings and has hired a moving van and will be collecting them in a couple days time. I guess this is it, 6 years down the drain. I love her, she is the love of my life and I'd do anything to get her back, but she just won't listen to me. Like most women.

I heard the front door opening and saw Calum walking in, a bag from my favourite bakery in hand. "Hey man, heard about you and Sammi, brought you some doughnuts. So it's all official? The weddings off?" He asked while sitting himself on top the breakfast bar.

"Yeah I guess so, was just on the phone she doesn't want to listen so I'm not even gonna try. I'm still fucking annoyed though, like I apologised she's the one getting angry over nothing" I spoke, getting slightly agitated just at the thought of her.

"Man come on now, six years you've been together. SIX YEARS. You sure you wanna end it over some petty fight?"

"No you dipshit this is not how I want to end things, it's her being a dramatic little bitch. I apologised for what I said why is she still annoyed. I love her you know I do but, man I'm not fighting for a relationship she clearly wants to end" It's true, I love her to the moon and back, she is the light of my world but the way she's been treating me lately hasn't been great.

I feel like she was just waiting for me to say something so we could argue and fall out, she never wanted the marriage to happen. If she really loved me she wouldn't give up on us after two weeks.

" Cal dude I just feel like, I feel like she never wanted this marriage in the first place. Like, if she really want our marriage to happen she would have stuck it out and fought for it." I sigh, defeated. These past few weeks have been hard.

As Calum bit into his second doughnut he started talking, his mouth full with bits of dough flying everywhere as he spoke. " look man, that's what I'm trying to say, maybe she's got someone else on the side. No one would end such a long relationship over a small argument. Maybe she was looking for an easy way out, so she didn't have to tell you she was cheating" he said in a soft voice as if his tone of voice would make what he said sound less heartbreaking.

"Wow mate, you really know how to make a man feel better, eh? First doughnuts and then you tell me she's cheating good job. You got an A fucking star." I snapped, pissed at him for saying all that. Sammi wouldn't cheat on me. She loves me....

I love her

She can't leave me, what will I do without her? Sammi is my world. Even the fans like her, and that's saying something! After all we've been through she wouldn't cheat.

"Look man I now it's harsh but, it's what we've all been thinking....I didn't mean for it to sound like I didn't care. Look ju-"

I interrupted him once I caught on to what he said. " what we've all been thinking . Who is we, Cal? Seriously Calum just, look thanks for coming over but I just, I just want to be alone right now okay" I calmed my self down mid rant, I already argued with Luke, I don't want to upset another friend.

Calum sighed, said goodbye then jumped of the breakfast bar and out the door. When I heard his car leave the driveway I grabbed some whiskey from the fridge and drank it straight out of the bottle.