Makeup remover wipes S.M.

Chapter 9

A/N this chapter is gonna jump from point of view every different paragraph thanks for reading.

I sit alone on a barstool looking at all of the people having fun, it's New Year's Eve. I would much rather be cuddling my baby girl under a blanket, watching Vampire Diaries for the millionth time just to see her smile. 

Nathan sits with me very happily while we watch vampire diaries again. I've seen it well more than my fair share of times but it makes me really happy. I used to watch it with someone else and I know that, I just don't know who.

Nathan says she's making progress but things aren't looking as good as they should. Even if she is getting better, she's getting worse, they say she has a brain tumour and they don't know if they can operate on it.

Everyone's always acting funny when they're around and they keep talking about people I don't know. Like Jericho, Kaiden, Adam, Shawn, and Mercy. I feel left out because I can't smile with them when they talk about these weird people.

They say she can't remember me or the kids and it's kind of sad to think that merely days ago she told me she loved me, she cuddled me in bed, she hugged me properly for the first time in a year. She was perfect and then Tiago ruined her, he hurt her again. I promised myself I'd hurt him back the next time I saw him.

Some weird man named Tiago is always is my room. He's really nice to me and when Nathan's gone he cuddles me. He's bigger than me so his cuddles are nice and he's always really warm.

Everyone else is off having fun, they've all found people to dance with and to kiss at midnight, but my first kiss of the new year is reserved for a very special girl. I plan on giving her my first kiss of the year when she gets out and no one could change that.

Tiago likes kisses, he told me after Nathan leaves he'll come visit and he says he wants lots of kisses which I promised to give him.

Nathan says she'll be all ready and waiting for my before next year which is better than what we'd hoped for.

Tiago says he'll take me home with him when the doctors say I'm healthy enough. I don't have anywhere else to go, I don't wanna make Nathan and my mom upset they already get super sad when they see me, or when I tell them about Tiago.

I'm supposed to get an hours notice before she's allowed out so I can get to the hospital to pick her up. She's in the Toronto hospital which is about a forty five minute drive.

Tiago knows who Shawn is too, he never talks about him though. He says Shawn's not nice and I don't like mean people.

I can't wait to see her again, Nathan says nothing has really changed with her. She's still the same beautiful, smart girl that I married a few years ago.

I wear a sweater almost everyday that says Shawn Mendes on it, I think it's cute and it's really cozy but Tiago got me a new one that says his name and I like it even better.

I haven't seen her in a long time and I can't wait to hold her in my arms again and hug her. She's all I need to complete my life I plan on adopting a little girl named Angelina, she's two years old now but when our kids are about six and seven she'll be ours too.

Tiago thinks we should have some babies of our own. "Tickles," I giggle while he pokes my hips earning some scolding from my nurse.

"Come on," a drunk Jeff smiles. "Have some fun." He then stumbles away not caring much. It brakes my heart a little more, watching the rest of them all happily with the woman they love dancing and singing preparing for a midnight kiss that I can't have.

Tiago says it's almost next year and tonight at midnight I should give him kisses.

Nathan says he's left the hospital but he'll be back at eleven fifty so she can experience the new year and have a little fun with someone she knows.

I've been having so much fun all night, everyone comes in to see me and I get hugs and kisses from everyone that comes.

Everyone went to see her before they came to get me. They say she was really happy and she still loves hugs and kisses just as much as she used to.  Me and the kids are the only ones that aren't allowed to go.

"Who's he!?" Nathan gasps looking at the man in my bed before he drags him out by his hair. "You're supposed to be in jail!" He growls.

I hope she's well, I gave them a list of how to take care of her but I'm pretty sure I saw her nurse throw it out. I hope they give her warm baths just like I did, and I hope they haven't broken our early morning schedule so when I get her back she's still used to it. But overall I really hope she gets all of the attention she needs, for everything, I hope that when she's sad she gets cuddles until she feels better, I hope they let her play, and exercise just like she loves to do.

I lay alone now in my bed with nothing more than the teddy bear I've always had as company. "Night," I mumble into the bear trying to fall asleep.

We count down till midnight and as it appears everyone kisses their partner, except me. No one but my kids are getting kisses until I can kiss my girlfriend. I hope she'll still get to wear her white dress and walk into my arms. I know she wants it just as badly as I do. 

"I love you Nathan," I smile at my brother who kisses my head and nods. Tiago had run back in to kiss me one last time when the clock hit midnight.

"I love you princess."