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People would often think that being alive is one of th luckiest things you'll ever have. In my case, this whole pathetic fact is only a ridiculous joke. Just being born is probably the worst thing in my whole goddamn life. They say mistakes can never be changed but it can be made into much better. I say bullshit.
My mistakes in life are not just some light things that can be made into good, forgotten easily, or covered up with just one good deed. They say this crap is life's valuble lesson, I say cut the crap. if those people were in my shoes I don't think they'd be able to say those shitty crap anymore.
Everyday I wake up knowing that my life is just another time bomb waiting to be blown up anytime, anyplace, anywhere. The moment I decided to be who I am, mush better, what I am, is the moment that changed everything. My entire life, as I would describe it, has been nothing but a chain of unfortunate events. Events that would probably change your life too by just getting involved in it.
It seems only like yesterday I was just a normal and plain high school boy. Now I live through each day only to find out that I can never go back to that quiet and peaceful life anymore. Not anymore, the moment I made that choice is the moment that I throw a way all things important to me, those precious memories. I don't think that I'll ever have the chance to smile. I've become, probably the worst thing that you can imagine, I have become the people's worst nightmare, the puppet of a being much worse than satan, I have become...a devil's contractor.
