He goes

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How often do you take someone for granted? Not caring how they would feel. Never giving them importance which they ought to deserve. You never knew, when that one person who cared, loved, and given you his time will walk out of your life. Leave you behind, with such pain you never even thought you'd feel when he's gone.

There was this girl who's been loved by a man so dearly. He was always there to care for her when she's sick and depressed, even when she is in trouble, big time or small. He was always in her need. When she wants company, someone to help her do some things, a "PA" when she's out with some friends. He never hesitated even once. He said he do it 'cause he loves her so much. They we're happy though, he was happy. He gladly do anything that she asks him to do, just to make her happy, satisfy her, be with her. She is the world to him. It was winter. The snow has covered qlmost evrything. It's his favorite season, their favorite season. He finally drew some guts to tell her how he feels. How much he love her. He was so up in the sky, excited abou it even! What he doesn't know and doesn't saw is it's only on him. He is the only one feeling it. That thing called Love. It's non-existing in her heart. She only see him as a friend, a best friend. He was all torn up. He said up all his goodbye too her and left. She never saw him the next day, or the next, or the next. She missed him so much. She never thought that he will have such a big impact in her life. She miss him being around, his efforts, his face, his gestures, his voice, his laughter and smiles, his craziness. She misses all of him. She feels regretful for not even glancing in his way, in his feelings. On those few days that past has she grew to know that she loved her. She faces each day, hiding the pain, always wearing that mask of happiness. And each of that day, the knife he never intended to leave on heart is being stabbed deeper and deeper. Each day, she tries to find out where he has gone to and what happened to him. Only if it wasn't that too late for her to tell him. News spread about him. He died on a car accident. It was said that he was driving back home, drunked. After hearing this she run to his home, and saw his coffin. If only she took that chance to look at him, to appreciate his efforts. He wouldn't be in his death bed. He wouldn't end up like this. His mom approached her, tears running down her face. She hugged her, without any words said, they ought to understand their pain. She gave her his diary where he wrote all his heart into. As she read it, more pain just drove into her heart. More tears are shed by her eyes. Even to that day that she regretted his feelings, he still wrote that she was all that he could love. That even though he drove a hundred of thousand of miles away from her she can't un-love her. And for that last day that he wrote to it, she dried up her tears. She went better, did better, lived, loved. She never has forgotten about her best friend, her lover. She just made his wish come true. For him to find happiness on her happiness.