*sigh*

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^^^
That song basically describes me and my fucked up life
She went to him and now she's happier and I have to sit here and watch and suffer as i slowly realize how much better he is for her than me
And I have to sit here and watch him take her from me and I can't do shit to stop it because she's so much better with him! She's happier, she smiles and laughs more, he gives her more than I ever could and it fucking hurts so bad watching him take her from me and sitting there watching them getting everything they ever wanted... everything I ever wanted...

I know I'm losing her. It's unavoidable. I can see how much happier she is and it sucks because I'm not the one doing that for her.




It just sucks that I can never be the person that she wants me to be... it really does hurt....

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