Nothing Like Us

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A fairytale come true. That was our love story. Thank you for everything. The smiles, the laughter, the memories. Thank you for the love you gave me. I am the luckiest girl in the world.
I don't know what I would do without you. I don't know if I could live without you. I'm always scared when you're not by my side. But I don't want to tell you that I'm scared. I don't want you to worry. That's why I keep everything to myself.

"Y/N are you okay?" You asked me.

I didn't notice that my mind has drifted off somewhere.

"Yeah I'm okay." I replied.

"Are you sure?" You asked me again.

"Yes I'm sure. You don't have to worry Jungkook" I said, smiling at you.

I was diagnosed with Stage 3 brain cancer. I didn't want to tell you. I don't want you to worry about me.

You pulled me close into a hug. A hug that can wash away all the pain. The pain that I'm feeling right now. A hug that I will miss. I didn't realize a tear fell from my eyes.

You pulled away from the hug and wiped off the tears from my face.

"Why are you crying?" You asked me.

"I love you. I love you so much." I said.

We were in the same cafe that we met in 4 years ago. We were sitting in the same place, the same table. Where our love story started.

"I love you too. You are my one and only love. Where my heart wants to run to every day, every minute, every second. I want to be with you always . You are the love of my life Y/N." you said to me.

I suddenly felt the pain. My head hurts a lot. I wanted to yell. I wanted to cry. But I can't let you see me like this. I had to make up a reason to leave. I said my mom asked me to help her at home.

"You want me to come with you?" You asked.

"There's no need to" I smiled. I tried to hide the pain.

The pain subsided as I reached home.
I somehow knew that I might leave you. I went to my room and got my video camera. I started recording.

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Jungkook's P.O.V
I was at home. Trying to think of something to do for our anniversary. It was 2 months away. I suddenly had call from your mom.

You were rushed to the hospital.

I immediately followed. I saw you. Lying on the hospital bed. With all these machines helping you stay alive.

I'm an idiot. I should have known earlier.

"Y/N. Please wake up." I said while trying hard not to cry as I held your hands. Your hands were cold. But they were still your hands. The hands I've held everytime we were walking together, everytime we meet up. They were still soft and smooth. The hands of the one I love.

I felt your hand move. You held onto my hand.

"Y/N!" I said.

You opened your eyes slowly and shifted your head towards my direction.

"Jungkook—"

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I saw you. You were right there beside me. I saw the relief in your eyes when you saw me wake up.

"Jungkook I'm sorry." I said while trying not to cry.

"Don't be. We can get through this together Y/N. Remember that." You said.

"I'm sorry. I should have told you sooner. I'm sorry if I won't be able to reach our anniversary." I said while crying.

"Don't say that Y/N. Don't leave me. You'll be okay." You said. I can see that you're trying hard not to cry.