You're the Lucky One. // George Shelley/Josh Cuthbert

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Y: (turning around wiping your eyes) [your best friends name] i told you i would be home soo- (you couldnt believe what was stood infront of you) George.

G: im so sorry [your name] i didnt mean to hurt you

Y: its fine. i now know where i stand with you George. 

G: no [your name] your more to me

Y: (raising your voice) no! obviously i dont mean that much to you if you go and do that! way to respect a girl...good one superstar!

G: [your name] please? (tearing up)

Y: (almost in a whisper under your floods of tears) leave me alone George.

you push past him and walk off George just stands and watches you walk off crying slightly. when you get around the corner you start to run back to your apartment until you trip over and cut your arm. it was a pretty deep cut and it brought back bad memories. you pulled your sleve down and continued running until you got to the car park. you grabbed your keys and drove off...

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you got to a services after an hour and a hlf after you started driving. you just wanted to drive off the end of the earth but that was impossible. you sat at a table in costa and looked at your phone 

36 messages

40 missed calls

24 twitter notifications

3 facebook messages

all the texts where from your best frined and Brad and also a few from Josh. you didnt read any of them and checked the calls...again... [best friend] 20, Brad 10, Josh 5, Unknown number 5. who was 'unknown number'?

twitter

you had 10 tweets from [best friend] and Brad and then 2 from both Josh and George

your best friends tweets were mainly; @[bf/t/n] where are you? im worried sick :'( answer your phone please? i need to know you are okay!:'( and ' you cant do this to me again [your name] please come back. dont do anything stupid and dont get into any trouble! CALL ME!!!'

Brads tweets were a bit calmer and were just asking all his fans if they knew were i was and none of them did... thank god. this wasnt the first time you had run from your problems, but the last time things didnt go very well. you got into a bit of trouble with a group of drunken men and had to be 'saved' by a random man and he took you home where your family and the police were waiting.

@JoshUJWorld: @[y/t/n] where are you? we are all worried sick! please come home we are here for you no matter what!!! x

@JoshUJWorld: has anyone seen @[y/t/n] (gives a description of you) if you have please tell us where! love you all x    that got 2,879 RT's and it seemed like Jcats were actually worried about you after the tweets you were getting

@GeorgeUJWorld: Cant believe i have led you to this. im such a bad person :'( im so so so sorry @[y/t/n] im stupid but please come back!

@GeorgeUJWorld: has anyone seen a beautiful girl around anywhere we are so worried! the true Jcats can you help us by showing her that you all love her? @[y/t/n]

this then led Jcats into a frenzy of 'please come back' and 'dont run' messages that made you want to cry but what was wrong with them all? you were safe? you knew where you were going? you didnt want to go back to them because they were the people you were running from... well one of them was. you sent a quick message to your friend saying:

dont worry about me im fine. i have a plan of what i am doing. im not going to get into trouble i just need to be away from you know who at the moment. i havent done anything stupid but i am in a bit of pain...

she replied almost straight away with:

you scared us to death [your name] !! where are you? and why the fuck are you in pain?!

you sent her a picture of your arm that has got cut when you fell over. the blood was dry now but it looked horrible. you then went and cleaned it up and bought a bandage... your friend replied within 1 minute:

WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO??!!!!!!!!! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT I CANT BELIEVE YOU YOU SILLY GIRL! NOW WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU? WE ARE ALL DISSAPPOINTED IN YOU!

your friend wasnt really sympathetic person but again you liked that because you hated sympathy. it brought attention to you and you didnt like that. most of the attention you used to get was bad attention when you were bullied and it didnt just last a week... more like 14 years but once you were about 17 everyone grew up. you simply replied:

its not what it looks like...

just as you sent that a message from an unknown number came through so you clicked on it and it read:

hey [your name] its George, i know you hate me but please come back. im so sorry... i messed up big time and i know that im stupid. i need to learn to appreciate what i could have before doing stupid things. please come back? and dont do anything else, that cut is horrible and i cant believe i led you to that... im so sorry [your name] :'( x

you didnt know how to answer that and you didnt want to talk to him so you bluntly said:

yes to be honest you did mess up. and i dont care what you do i dont want to talk to you just leave me alone George.

it took him less than a minute to reply:

if you dont care then why did you cut because of me?

now you were quite angry:

why would i cut over you? you mean nothing to me George just get the fuck out of my life!

you knew that it wasnt true but you had to say something to get him to stop texting you and it worked. you turned off your phone after sending out a tweet saying 'im okay everyone thanks for everything but dont worry about me, im a big girl:) x' you then got back on the road..........