"You beat me until I was black and blue." -B.BH.
In which Byun Baekhyun is abused and a single father.
Started; July 25th, 2017
Ended; February 27th, 2018
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-Baekhyun's POV-
Finding a booth in the far back away from other people, sitting down. The same sickening feeling came back when I saw the giant walk into the cafe, he seemed to find my eyes and walk over ever so slowly. I shut my eyes hoping that we could get this done with as soon as possible, "Baekhyun?" Â His voice was like my nightmare that wouldn't go away, I couldn't face him. but knowing that I had no choice I glanced up at him.
I looked into his eyes, seeing something I would never expect to see from Park Chanyeol, something that he lacked in our relationship, I saw pity, guilt, sadness. I shook my head, I must've been seeing things.
"What was it you wanted to talk about?" Feeling more scared than ever the question seemed to come out, my gut had a sickening twist in it as I couldn't find any words, I felt sick. Getting up I bolted to the bathroom, getting inside the stall and locking the door behind me, crouching down and puking up anything I have eaten today and a little bit of blood. Standing up cringing at the sight of the blood and smell of the vomit.
I heard the bathroom door open, "Baekhyun? Are you in here?" I open the stall door instead of answering still not feeling the slightest bit of good. "Hey why di- Oh. " Looking back into the stal where the vomity-blood was, signing I walked back into the stall and flushed it.
I could feel the tears start to form in my eyes, I couldn't tell him, not now. Not ever.
I ran.
And I didn't look back. I wanted to go leave and never come back. I'm not proud of what I'm doing but I needed this, I needed to start over and do something with my life.
I stopped in front of my house, walking into it. "Baekhyun? How did it go?" I shook my head. "Baekbeom I need to leave." I said rushing up the stairs into my room I could here Baekbeom chase after me, walking into my bedroom and pulling out a bag and throwing whatever I could fit inside of it, "Why do you need to leave? Baek answer me!" He shouted, "Listen when I eave just tell everyone that I love them." Rushing around my room, finding everything that i'll need.
"Your going back to him aren't you?!" Shaking my head, "Far from it, I'm trying to get away from him. Baekbeom please don't tell anyone about this, please this is all I ask." I begged, I just wanted to leave.
"We just got you back and your saying that you want to leave," He said more calmly, "I cant believe you Baek! Mom and dad will be devastated and what about Taehyung how happy he was when he found out you were home, what about Daehyun the kid may not show as much of affection but he wil be heart-broken," He took a breath before continuing, "Baek if you leave then you know what I'm not stopping you, just forget about me, Taehyung and Daehyun are your brothers." He walked away, I shook my head. I've made my decision.
It was 1:30, mom and dad had work and Daehyun and Taehyung were at school, I walked into my car getting in and driving away leaving my family for the second time.
I looked out the window tears streaming down my face, watching as my house slowly faded away. My phone ringing countless times all from different times.
* 15 Miss calls from Baekbeom*
*8 Miss calls from Chanyeol*
*12 Miss calls from Daehyun*
*20 Miss calls from Taehyung*
*16 Miss calls from Mom*
*30 messages from Baekbeom* "Where the hell are you?" "Baek please answer me." "Listen to me I love you, you are my little brother I love you. You need to come back home mom and dad are worried."
*56 messages from Chanyeol* "Hey, why did you run out?" "Baekhyun answer me right now." "Answer me."
Rolling my window down and throwing my phone out the window, signing rolling my window back up.
"It's just me and you now angel. Nobody is going to hurt you." I smiled at my stomach, this was going to a long drive.
"I know this isn't the right decision running away from my problems but right now I have a child growing inside me and he or she needs something better than this, I'm on my own now and I think it should've been like this from the beginning."
I'm soooo sooo sooo sooo sooo sooo sorry I broke my phone and I got a new one, and I will be updating tomorrow and Monday so calm down everyone before they loose their shit's I'm also going to be updating on Monday's, Wednesday's and Friday's like I said before probably every other Sunday.
